I have most likely hit my lowest point ranked-wise.
I'm not typing out a sob story so I'll cut the cheese. Lost 5 ranked games in a row about three or so days ago. Took a small breather and came back today. Tristana on my team: Guys we're down 7 kills and I have to go please /ff Our top lane Kalista: /all GG adc fed and now she wants to leave Me: Guys Please stop trying to push a lane by yourself, you keep getting caught out Zed: I have escapes Lost the game because Morg, Braum, and Amumu= You will never move (Shao Khan voice) As far as being a player goes I'm starting to blame myself because it feels like I can help my team more but I don't know what to do. I realize that some games are unwinnable but almost every solo queue game I play I have to lose really? I can't wrap my head around the enemy team time and time again always having better team comp and always have better positioning (And not trying to split push for the love of all that is holy and good). I'm looking at all my friends having the time of their lives climbing while I'm stuck at 61 LP having dropped into Bronze V for the 3rd time. I guess what I'm trying (Very poorly) to ask is: "What is holding me back?"