Why I Think I'm Still Doing Poorly as Vi
Going too ham. Trying to save someone who gets caught out. Trying to save the game from going further downhill and ending up dying and making it worse. Not knowing when to gank and try to give my team the advantage and when to just farm for my items. when I'm on one side of the map and the lane on the other side dies. Not having experience with forcing pressure on account of many games in the former winning streak being the lanes doing well, allowing me to farm my items. Ulting the Fed carry to try and make a pick, and my allies being too weak to follow up at that stage in the game. Tilting too easily and not wanting to quit for more than the rest of the day, which I do when I really feel a loathing for the game, like queuing and not feeling like we can win. Constantly asking the forums for what I'm doing wrong, perhaps trying to find those few special tips that will see my losing streak disappear when I use them instantly. Hating to be told that I can't do this or that, or that I shouldn't play Vi at all unless I can understand why it would be a waste of my time. Giving up way too easily at times when the game goes too far downhill, sometimes occasionally going afk to stop from seeing myself fail again and again, though I am wary of incurring penalties.
This was a vent post trying to get to the bottom of the issues I'm having. I was ADC in season 4, fell to Bronze four before quitting for the season. Took jungler to take more control over games, found affinity with Vi, starting at the bottom of B5, winning streak to B3, then losing repeatedly before just going to normals. Still losing, 30% something win rate with her in Normals. Feeling that the game has changed around Vi and I can't adapt to make her work. Asking for help, not toxicity or an "I told you so" kind of attitude, would aim to mutilate such a person in public in this mood if I lacked the discipline or moral bearing. Toxicity is mainly a non-issue, I endeavor to not spam or abuse in chat.