Do I need a therapist?

With those many posts I have some time ago, do you really think I need a therapist? Sure, I've been out of control in the past, I know I get ticked off and get enraged, and I know I've been acting like such a beast. Yes, I've been kind of angry about losing, yes, I've been acting very childish about falling behind, and yes, I've been becoming a rage-o-holic monster about how most people get better than me and I got nothing ever close to it.

Maybe, there is a reason why I'm not cut out to play ranked battles, and that's why I'll be no better than bronze forever. My rage and anger got the better of me, and I don't want to feel this way ever again! My over competitiveness really got the better of me.

Do any one of you really think that I desperately need a therapist? Do any of you really think that I belong in a mental hospital? Do any of you really think that I would get so out of control, that I would end up having a lobotomy, and end up going to jail, and treat me like such a serial killer? I'm getting major anxiety just thinking about that last one.

So, there's gotta to be a way to get me out of this! Not just because I need to get better for even a chance to be an expert at this game, but, at a more personal matter, because I need to be more confident about myself in everything. Not just by this game, or any game, but... to about me as a whole.

If you're willing to help me to deal with my personal matters, anybody at all, I would be very, very, very appreciated. If not, I understand. I'll just look elsewhere on the internet, or anywhere, to get the much needed help.