New to Ranked Player Discovers Normal Mode is Useless.
I've been playing this game for over a year now. It was my first moba and didn't play my first ranked match until last month. After only playing only a few ranked matches here and there and I finally finished my ten game prelims yesterday and ended up in Silver III.
Here's the thing - my normal mode MMR is bad and it should be as I started with nothing. The problem is the competition and my teammates are far better even at just a Silver III ranked match than they are in my normal games. The honest truth is I don't think my playing is up to par. Not because I can't do it -- but because I've played so many normals that it totally throws me off to see junglers actually setting up real ganks and players who aren't mindlessly kill hungry -- people picking Ziggs and Diana in midlane and clearly having a better grasp on the matchup than I have. One time I walked through a ward and got rekt in every direction by three players. That kind of attention just does not exist in my normal games.
Point is, Normal Games were great when I knew nothing about the game. Now they are actually making me worse. My biggest fear is that I'll get demoted to bronze before I can step my game up and from there I'll just adopt this awful style of play so that if I were to ever climb back into silver, I'd hit this exact same wall and perhaps be even worse than I am now.
I guess I'm just looking to hear from someone that can relate. Should I stick it out, or should I grind out normal wins until my MMR matches my ranked games before going back into ranked? That could take ages since there is no indication of what my normal mmr is.