Looking for a home, -Don't Read if you hate long talk-

Everyday of league of legends is like a lonely place, a dead day, the old fun days of motivation and surprise is gone. I find little excitement in LoL. cuz i am always a lone wolf. Perhaps i am seeking more than a team. Perhaps friends, to make life funner on LoL. I honestly can do anything as long as i am needed. This is silly of me, to say such things in a gaming community. But hey, i feel so much loneliness, i feel so jealous and envious. So jealous that there are people with such great friends to play LoL With. So envious that people are so successful in Solo Que. So tell me what must i do? Yeah, perhaps i want to try something new in LoL. I want to be in a team. I am tired of being alone and being in solo que. Perhaps a team that is friendly :P.
Ya, i don't care what role i get honestly. i just wanna try out playing in a team. and i hope it goes well. I had team experiences before in skype and stuffs too. But i just stop because i ran out of motivation. Perhaps, is it a bad thing to ask for friends in a gaming community? but hey i am feeling so sad inside. I am just not that excited for LoL anymore. Maybe having a friendly active team would change that.

My ign is AiYaphetS