Gold5 Flex Top/Mid needing to join a team with game understanding

Im testing myself everyday so i have about 30-50 games on my important champions so when theres players that have less than 30 im not offended but i know you have time. An on to personal information about me Im a 25 year old male and have been dealing with ups and downs here and there so i hope someone knows what its like to have a big deal and lost it. If you already cut ahead and are Platinum just leave it to me im working out these issues in my current Gold rating. As i said theres up and downs and i dont know if i'll make the cut in the next week or next month i just need some breathing room in order make it.