Need some help in Flex

Hey guys, its me again. Im trying to get out of Bronze but I dont want to come on here and ask to be boosted like the other 90% of Bronzies on here. I mean some of these threads should be titled, "Looking to be Boosted" lol I just need people who are decent at the game, because ive tried everything. Ive tried not sucking, ive tried roaming and getting fed, ive tried watching pro players, and Im just about to give up in general. I join discord servers and no one plays or even talks to me. Ive had to leave like six servers so far because I just cant see myself in a group full of people who just cant help me, either because they are gold and up, or dont even play league 99% of the time. Which to me, is waisting my time, since I cant be up all night playing league like some people.

People look at my stats and tell me not to play ranked but yeah, I can do what I want, its my account. Im not here to impress anyone. My goal is to just get to silver and THATS IT. My ranked stats are silver but in flex im Bronze and Im just trying to move forward.

I join servers but no one plays, and people are just as bad as I am. Im trying to get better but I cant because im matched with people who has the mental compassity of a donkey. while I am very smart, have common sense and generally know what Im doing. Not to mention people are toxic and just all around annoying.

I dont know guys, should I just give up ranked and play norms. Or should i get boosted? How about I just become a tryhard and play alot of OP champs.

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