Gold Filler (except adc) Looking for a team.

Hi,

I put a couple stories about my past ranked 5 experiences below. Anyway my name is Mike or Hyperfocus(LOL IGN) I Mained support season 3, mained top season 4, and mained jungle this season. Currently Gold 3 was Plat 5 earlier this season and finished in Plat 5 last season. I am a decently vocal person in the past I was a shotcaller along with my mid laner at the time. I also love making team comps. I am looking for a team that isn't so super serious, what I mean is not getting upset at loses or at each other. But serious enough, meaning you and your team want to win and get better at the game as a team. I can play any role decently except Adc. In terms of me as a person I am a pretty laid back guy, takes a lot of negativity to get me upset at this game. I work a 9-5 (EST) job during the week so I don't have a ton of time to play. I might be cool to be a sub or coach,especially because of the amount of free time I have.

STORY of 5s in the past: I enjoy ranked 5s a lot more than soloq and I was even on a team with a bunch of my friends. Earlier this season I was on this team with friends and it went pretty great, I really enjoyed making team compositions based on what my friends were able to play. I would get their top 8 best Champs and give them 3 Champs they should consider learning so we could improve (did this for myself as well). I think some of the problems that led to us not continuing were some minor diagreements. My top laner and I argued over top lane builds, and when I would ask him if a certain item might be better, he would question my intelligence to put it lightly. The nail in the coffin was our mid laner quitting league and our gold team currently sits on the side.

Now the reason I am here and not playing with some of my other friends is because I tried it last night. Needless to say it didn't go great, the first game went okay I didn't make a comp or go the extra mile since it was a spur of the moment game. We won the game but I noticed we weren't communicating all that well and plans weren't being conveyed,but we won yay. The second game went pretty good in the beginning but as the game began to crumble we got quiet(as I imagine most people do when losing). It was at this point that I tried to get everyone talking again, just stating some things we could try to do to get back in the game. While I was making some suggestions a few of my teammates started poking holes in my suggestions and not helping me fill them in again. I just shut up at that point because I knew I was just opening myself up to more abuse if I kept speaking, and I left it up to them. I hoped someone else would step up as shotcaller but no one did. We lost and the end of the game just became a game of who can avoid the fed rengar. After the game was over the conversation was how our Adc and I (I was support) fed this rengar. No one took responsibility just pushed the blame, even though we all did poorly. I can take criticism but getting verbally degraded is something I am not a fan of.