YAY I LOVE THIS GAME pice of shits

Im a top main and i have been playing solo my entire life and i have been playing since 2009 and i have now come to a point where i litterly cant carry any more no matter what i do

I ping a free dragon they refuse because they need to get wraiths or farm I ping baron they keep pushing mid and get two waves of minions i go 20/8 and still lose i litterly cant carry anymore im done with this shit its litterly the worst thing i have ever seen in my life what ever i do, no matter how friendly, helpful or sportsman like i am i cant carry no matter what i do so i beg of you players in league could you please play with me i just cant stand this i droped from platinum 2 > gold 2 in less then a week and i had posetive stats all the time but when ever i call something or try to help the only responses i get is

"stfu noob" "fucking retard l2p" puta di madre mera (something in spanish)" i litterly dont know what to do please help me

i outfarm the enemy team and kill the enemy put lane presure get camped by the jungler and everything get the herald solo because my jungler refuses to help me i litterly dont know what to do anylonger