Platinum AD/Support Main LF Duo Partner [Desparate]

Several months ago I finally got back to Platinum and was actually doing pretty well... until one night I don't know what got into me but I went crazy and started trolling in ranked. I single-handedly destroyed my MMR in the span of only a few hours. I've been doing my best to fix it but it seems as though it's easier to wreck your MMR than it is to fix it.

Even though my MMR was bad I did get promoted to Plat IV only to be demoted back to Plat V after one loss at 0 LP. I've been up and down LP wise in Plat V ever since. I fluctuate between playing with Gold IV's - Plat V's constantly and it's exhausting. I am not scared of demoting, though, because despite my bad MMR and overall negative win - loss ratio, since the incident I have maintained a positive win rate because I switched my main role from support to AD. I mostly play Jinx right now and have kept close to a 60% winrate.

Right now I am on a 5 game losing streak which is pretty devastating for me because of my bad MMR. I've been working my ass off to fix it but I just can't seem to get out. I prefer solo q but right now I would like a Platinum duo to help boost my MMR a little bit.

I wanted to be as clear as possible as to why I'm in this situation so that whoever chooses to duo with me understands where I'm coming from. This year I got to Platinum almost exclusively through solo q and I want to continue on my climb but I am just stuck now. I feel as though because of this incident that my mind has been clouded and I am not improving. I want somebody at or above my skill level to be upfront with me when I make mistakes, someone who will be patient with me and help me. I'm not always the nicest person to be around when I'm having a hard time in League.

I don't know if someone like this is out there... I can be pretty mean and it's hard to take advice sometimes. I'm not good at asking for help... but I really need somebody to really get me in line.

My IGN: Emchuw Age: 21 op.gg