Afraid to play normals for fear of being banned
Ok so, I am still a pretty new player. I have played mostly AI games because I don't want anyone to get mad at me for basically being new lol. The AI mode is no longer challenging, and I have grasped the basic concept of the game. I would like to start playing against other human beings in the normals blind pick ,BUT, people are still really rude there. I don't have a problem ignoring them. If they are frustrated with me, I apologize and ask what they would like me to do instead. I am open for constructive criticism. But I don't understand why they would report me. Is it because I am an unskilled player? i figured that in order to be skilled , you have to be unskilled first lol, I dunno I could be wrong XD. The last game I played, a teammate told me to quit feeding. I said " Sorry, I am not trying to feed, is there something else you want me doing instead?" he replied "just stop feeding". OK so now I am only keeping minion waves down, because I am just not doing well in this game, the meta was a bad build, but I am still gonna do the best I can, learn from this, and get better. But the guy wanted to report me for intent feeding. Because of this, I am afraid to play any game other than bots and its gotten so boring lol. I don't wanna be banned for not being good, but I'm not gonna get any better if I don't play. Is normals NOT where you gain experience playing with other actual people? I just don't understand. Can someone explain this to me please?
Wow, thanks for all your answers guys, I will definitely use your suggestions. ps. I do have real life friends lol, they just don't play XD