"I Regret Everything" emote where

Riot please I need an emote that exemplifies the feeling of "Mistakes were Made" for whenever my scrub ass steps out of position and gets deleted. I've been spamming the crying Amumu face but it's just not the same. The feeling I need to express to my team isn't soul crushing despair, it's "I have made a Terrible Mistake". That moment of horror when you realize you positioned poorly, escapes are down, and that fed enemy Zed is coming for your ass. When you're being tower dove by the entire team because you got greedy for one last wave and overstayed (and you're _still _ 30g short gdi). When you rush in to save an ally and regret it immediately because they die just as you're backpedaling away but it's too late, the death ball has noticed you and Sivir is ulting for that juicy double kill.

Not so much "welp i'm dead" as the thousand yard stare of "I Have Seen Terrible Things" ptsd and "Oh God I Fucked Up". A bit of regret, a bit of trauma, a bit of hysterical laughter.

Amumu is crying. I am not sad. I am cry-laughing because I have made a Terrible Mistake and my death is imminent. I am not angry or upset, I'm experiencing existential dread cause I saw this coming, I should've expected this to happen, but I did it anyway and now I am deader than dead.

For example, white flag and Amumu are used when you're being 5man dove under tower and you're like "OH GOD I'M GONNA DIE SAVE ME". I need an emote that's more along the lines of "SHIT I SHOULD'VE BACKED 10S AGO I REGRET MY LIFE DECISIONS"

[sg-janna]

pls let me properly express my suffering rito

...I will accept "Oh Crap" as a shady bootleg substitute.

(While we're on the topic, some version of "OH GOD IM ALIVE" or internal screaming would be really nice. For when you narrowly escape a gank with single digit HP and you're not feeling up to "heh outplayed flashes mastery 4".)