I can't take it anymore..
Ok folks, first and foremost: i'm writing this from a second account i started, just to avoid the usual "but you don't have 6 million cs, so you shouldn't even talk" comments. Letme start off by saying, i was starting ranked matches after 700 normals on my main account, that mainly because i do respect the aspect of bringing my "own bag of goodies" to a match and be a valuable asset to my team. I'd not bother playing ranked if i knew i have absolutely no clue what cs is, and how to counter some common picks in my lane and at least react to a champion with a proper build, or at least TRY TO..When i started i read many frustrated player comments on how reckless people were , and just downright bad..and back then i wanted to make sure that i am not one of those players.
So fast forward..I started ranked last season, before it ended, got placed in bronze 2, climbed to silver 4, so far so good. Then this season started and i lost all placement matches except for two..the matches were horrendous, i can't even describe it..it was a pure nightmare. So i thought , well okay, thats just placements..do the same thing again that you did last season..So i was eventually placed in bronze 3. My goodness am i exhausted and shocked..the level of ignorance and downright catastrophic decision making i see in ranked is without description. Actually i go as far as to say, it's worse than normals..I am playing non stop, trying to make a difference and place wards, spot enemies, call incoming ganks, destroy wards, call for reasonable playing and safe playing, and i get flamed for it , i'm told to shut the fuck up because im just a "stupid bronze kid", take this example: Me and a twitch on the bottom lane, me as braum. Since Vayne was there i told him to stay safe and wait it out till the gank rolls in, just as youd think it's safe to do in a ranked match, but wrong i was! Mister "uber" twitch decides to attack full force in the middle of a wave of minions and engage vayne, it happened so fast i couldnt even react..So i rush to his aid try to save him, surprise! he doesn't even walk my way..he just KEEPS attacking while it's clear he would die, instead upon almost dying he PULLS ALL HIS SUMMONER spells..heals , but gets destroyed by minions and a vayne which is half health..and letme not forget, to mention it: before dying he pops a flash, so his utterly stupid and shocking feed looks as heroic as possible. But not enough, after doing just that he tells me to wake the fuck up and follow him! It was clear as daylight that me and him didn't stand a chance in the early game..and why on earth would such a totally overblown aggression do anything? Thats just one example of many..I could go on with picks like Warwick ADC, or veigar jungle just ruining the matches for the sake of it..i have so many traumatic memories i can't even recall them all..But now letme ask..
**HOW on earth am i supposed to climb and get out of this hell with anything other than pure random luck? How? **
Just when i get lucky and win some in a row because my team actually communicates and THINKS before running headfirst into a amumu and kennen ultimate and then cries around how terrible everybody is, i actually end up in exactly such teams and lose all i worked hard for again..as soon as i earn something it's lost because of AFK'ers, trolls, TERRIBLE players that chase a zed through half the map because he's low on health, just to get picked up by the enemy jungler, tilted individuals that before the match even start write random gibberish because their brains are terribly overloaded with all the losses and the sheer unbelievable hell that bronze ranked is..Every individual with half a brain i approach and ask to play with me together and climb, by training together and coordinating, thankfully refuses saying it's just their smurf account and they don't accept anybody here because they wanna stomp bronze noobs and have some fun. I just don't know what to do anymore and my motivation to play ranked is ZERO..it destroys all the fun if such toxic, retarded and self overestimating players ruin it for those that really try..I just wonder WHY some players even bother playing ranked..Probably watched too many videos of FAKER and try to emulate what he does.
Now again, i surely do mistakes too! But i am willing to think and avoid them at least if i consciously can, lets say not walk into a unwarded territory, or not try to engage into a 1v1 when im 0:2 behind, Not go and scout bushes alone if the team is losing and none of the enemies is dead..etc etc..it's not fucking rocket science..yet it seems so most of the time..
Anyway i just wanted to write this frustration off my soul, so that it resides somewhere with like minded and cursed summoners like me..Have a good day folks!![]()
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