Never before I have been so toxic...
I am playing this game for over five years now. Yet now looking back on my most recent games, I think I must have reached a new level of toxic. And the weird part? I stopped caring.
Why should I even bother to climb? So I am on the same level as some legally boosted moron? I am gold already, that means maximal rewards apart from a irrelevant border color. If I don't climb it doesn't matter. And if I can effectively cause someone I don't like not to climb either I am veeeery ok with that.
Why should I even try to impact the game when I see my team fails? Solo-impact has been so greatly reduced that I'd rather afk and wait until the surrender vote. Better than dragging out a lost game until minute 45. During that saved time I could start a new game with the chance of less retarded teammates. Usually when I see my team at 20 minutes I can tell wether these guys have a chance or not, and 90% of that time I am right when I say that they are going to lose. And I don't waste my time and energy in a clearly lost game.
Why should I bother to be nice? No one else is either. People should be grateful I don't wish them cancer (like everyone else does here it seems) and insult them normally instead. And no, I am not going to mute anyone. I will try to cause as much psychological damage as I can because these people don't deserve anything better.
To be honest I have seen so much shit in my time in this game that I kinda stopped caring. Oh you kinda are an asshole? Well, too bad, I afk. Go fuck yourself. You whine about flame? Well, if you are 0/6 by 10 minutes you deserve it. Then it is not flame, but a valid evaluation of your skill. And if you skill is equal to that of a braindead retard, well congratulations, that's what you are. You flame me despite me having the way superior stats? Well, congratulations, try winning this without me, fucker.
And everyone else is acceptable collateral damage. I have no friends that play this game anymore, so why should I care about some random people that are affected by this? And I don't have the need to be "moralically superior" either. Mostly because the illusion of "being the better person" means absolutely nothing in the end.
I wonder what's different than the other seasons tho. I mean, I have no bans or restrictions right now and I never had any (apart from that one day where the system went kinda haywire and gave everyone restrictions, but even then the number was super low as compared to actually toxic people), but just looking back I see a clear difference to this and earlier seasons. Another possibility would be me having changed since then, but I am still the same nihilistic douchebag that I was since I started this game. But the game has obviously changed, yet the question is: had the changes any effects on player behavior?
Mostly because I'm not only seeing this with me, but also with others. Even when I am not the one causing it, I see way more toxicity in my games than in previous seasons. So maybe it kinda is caused by the gameplay? But I am not exactly sure by what exactly...
This will get downvoted anyways, but ah whatever...
and my support ks's me, tells me I'm garbage and do no damage, take my cs, flame me while sitting under tower using no abilities then ya i'm afk if my opponent is a half decent player. Also people call me tyler 1 every game but I don't say toxic shit like he does in chat. I just get flammed for being tyler 1 regardless.