What to do?
So, i have been banned because moderators found me to be toxic i never try to be toxic, and it just went bad 1 game and now my account is permanently banned, i tried talking to the support but they are just rude bots that dont understand emotions or synapses, im toxic from myselve, when i grew up i was toxic, as a kid i was toxic i have always been a bit toxic or frustrated with certain things in my life and i have a hard time dealing with certain emotions, i always try not to be toxic and i have been succesfull in that for about a month maybe two but my account is banned, and i want to get back in the game but its very though to level an account to level 30 and i dont really know how im going to get it to that point, it takes me a lot of time effort, and all the effort i previously put in has been for nothing already since my other account with more then 40 champions got banned (DefensivityNA) and even now almost 2 weeks ago if not longer i just feel a lot more frustrated and pissed since everything i put in effort can be taken away that easily and they dont even have to give me another chance they just dont give me another chance and i lost everything i have been doing my best for and its very though for me to play with players that dont know their roles or what they are supposed to do with a champion or people that troll or flame me or whatever especially now since im already very frustrated about my loss of my account that i put so much effort in with atleast 7-11 games a day and it probably still means that im losing this account and i know that might not be changing but its very challenging to me to level up another account i mananged to level 13 and then i kind of got banned again and i do not know how to remove the chat from the game, typing something like /note or /ignore all is not going to help me simply because its too easy not to do that or to forget it i do not want to be toxic i do not want to get banned, i just want to level to 30 and enjoy the game and have
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but its very difficult for me and i do not know how i get out of this situation it might sound like i intend to be toxic but i really dont want to if riotgames would develop something to remove the chat from the game i would install such a thing or if they would add an option to not be able to chat during the game i would have that activated i do not know if this topic or discussion thing on the forum will help me, so i assume it wont and i do not precisely know what kind of help i should be asking for here or what kind of advice its not easy for me typing this text tbh but i feel like there might be someone out there who can help me with this issue