What to do?

DefensivityNA·9/28/2017, 10:49:09 AM·1 votes·163 views

So, i have been banned because moderators found me to be toxic i never try to be toxic, and it just went bad 1 game and now my account is permanently banned, i tried talking to the support but they are just rude bots that dont understand emotions or synapses, im toxic from myselve, when i grew up i was toxic, as a kid i was toxic i have always been a bit toxic or frustrated with certain things in my life and i have a hard time dealing with certain emotions, i always try not to be toxic and i have been succesfull in that for about a month maybe two but my account is banned, and i want to get back in the game but its very though to level an account to level 30 and i dont really know how im going to get it to that point, it takes me a lot of time effort, and all the effort i previously put in has been for nothing already since my other account with more then 40 champions got banned (DefensivityNA) and even now almost 2 weeks ago if not longer i just feel a lot more frustrated and pissed since everything i put in effort can be taken away that easily and they dont even have to give me another chance they just dont give me another chance and i lost everything i have been doing my best for and its very though for me to play with players that dont know their roles or what they are supposed to do with a champion or people that troll or flame me or whatever especially now since im already very frustrated about my loss of my account that i put so much effort in with atleast 7-11 games a day and it probably still means that im losing this account and i know that might not be changing but its very challenging to me to level up another account i mananged to level 13 and then i kind of got banned again and i do not know how to remove the chat from the game, typing something like /note or /ignore all is not going to help me simply because its too easy not to do that or to forget it i do not want to be toxic i do not want to get banned, i just want to level to 30 and enjoy the game and have Gnar and Pantheon but its very difficult for me and i do not know how i get out of this situation it might sound like i intend to be toxic but i really dont want to if riotgames would develop something to remove the chat from the game i would install such a thing or if they would add an option to not be able to chat during the game i would have that activated i do not know if this topic or discussion thing on the forum will help me, so i assume it wont and i do not precisely know what kind of help i should be asking for here or what kind of advice its not easy for me typing this text tbh but i feel like there might be someone out there who can help me with this issue

4 Comments

Sarutobi9/28/2017, 11:32:46 AM4 votes

You need to learn some self control. I know it must be frustrating, but thats kind of the point of getting ban. Its suppose to be a punishment. I mean its great when you say you werent toxic for a couple months, but you arent suppose to be toxic period! If you think its that bad at leveling up an account just remember it use to be a hell of a lot worse, and they are improving it soon, as they are cutting the level limit.

You should be concentrating more on the game than on Chat! It seems like you take chatting much more serious than it should. Chatting should only be limited to how you and your team can help win the game! If you cannot do that especially after being toxic, its just better to not say/write anything at all. Also there are other ways to unleash your emotions when they get that bad. Punch a pillow/bag, Scream out loud, take a break/shower. You can do a lot more than express it in chat!

Leylania9/28/2017, 11:54:25 AM1 votes

Okay first of all please use dots, your text is horrible to read like this.

Having no self control and being frustrated is no reason to break the rules and flame other people. And it is especially no excuse. If you murder someone out of your frustration will you go to the judge and tell him "But sir I was always an angry person, you can't punish me for my actions, it's not my fault!"?. It's your own responsibility to work on your problems, in your case having an anger problem.

Take a long break from the game for atleast 2 months, work on your personality and matureness and then come back if you feel better. Whenever you start getting frustrated again make another pause. With the new system they are introcucing in pre-season it will be easy for you to level up a new account.

And btw you normally you don't get perma-banned for a single game. Either you are lying or I probably don't want to know what sh*t you wrote into that chatbox to get this harsh punishment in the first place.

Leylania9/28/2017, 9:33:10 PM1 votes

I did read the whole text. I always do before I answer someone.

The thing with the murder was just an example for how everyone has to take responsibility for his own actions, feel free to use a different example if you like.

If you did not get an instant perma ban (your text sounds a bit like that, but okay doesn't matter) then you had a 14 day ban before. In which you were warned that every bit of negativity you show from there on might result in a permanent ban. Still you ignored it and kept being negativ and probably flamed. So what exactly are you suprised of now? I already told you that your own personal problems do not matter in this case and all your explaining will not bring back your account. As I said, take a long break from the game, become more mature and then start playing again if you feel like it. Or maybe you dont feel like it and start to play another game. All in all you will have to get a solution for your anger issues or you will get massive problems later on in your life.