Shellshocked.

EmDash·2/28/2016, 2:46:34 AM·2 votes·1,205 views
EmDash, your League of Legends account has been suspended

So as you can see I deserved a punishment for the choice words I had for the people in my ranked game that intentionally threw it, I honestly don't expect this post to have any effect on whether or not my account that I spent tons of money on is unbanned or not, cause it never really happens, I just want to put my side of the story out there for the world to see.

I'm not new to the tribunal's punishment system, I've been playing league for a long time now and occasionally I'll get very upset at some players on my team and without thinking I'll retaliate, like most imperfect humans do. This won't happen that often but sometimes I just lose my cool.

I want to apologize for my attitude and behavior directed at the people I've offended for the second time. There's another post I made of my last 2 week ban about a month ago, from which I truly felt I had done everything I could to reform and stop being toxic. Which I did, for a month, and got tons of honors, teamworks, friendlies, you name it in that month I got a lot of positivity in the game. It was very nice. Sometimes there were very unsavory people but I remembered my research and tried to keep it cool by reporting not retaliating.

This game was different, this was one of the few ranked games I'd ever played in my life and I was really exited at the beginning, I was ready to play the best I could and be as kind and helpful as I could throughout as I had been recently.

Nothing could prepare me for what was about to happen.

My bot lane, up and left.

They just left, they litterally ditched lane just for shits and giggles and caused us to lose the WHOLE lane in one swoop, they sabotoged my experience, my allies experience, and my enemy's experience by throwing the game. Needless to say, I was of course upset, and lost my head, and said some things I shouldn't have said. I called one of the laner's a "bitch" and their friend after they were trolling me because I asked them why they left lane.

I'm human...

I'm just an ordinary person guys.. I'm just some guy, 23 years old.. with a job, a home, a family, a lot of problems like everyone else, and I just play league to have fun and improve. I love league, it's my favorite game in the world.. I'm just a guy though.. I'm human...

I'm just human guys T_T... I'm sorry I got upset.. I'm sorry I have a bad track record with how I talk to trolls and respond to dodgers, quitters, cheaters.. the people that REALLY aren't doing what they're supposed to in league.. but d..do I really deserve a permanent ban? Do I get NO leniency?

I've tried so hard the past month.. I've done so well.. to get permabanned because of one slip up like this.. after I put so much money.. and time.. and love into this game.

Well.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry it had to be this way. I'm sorry I'm such a "horrible" person, with a 0.0006 percent the worst possible people in the world ratio..

If you ask me, those statistics hurt more than anything I've ever said to anyone, but I'm sorry.

7 Comments

4th Chiming Lamb2/29/2016, 2:06:12 AM2 votes

EmDash, I know you; We're friends, both of us. Mate, I don't blame you for going crazy like this. Aight? BUT!

bot where the fuck you at dammit bot lane the fuck is wrong with you the fuck were you thinking what the fuck my bot lane just abandoned lane for like no fucking reason TO SAVE YOUR BITCH ASS TOWER now they're calling me an idiot for trying to save tower thsi team god dammit.. right? we were like, fucking winning then they were like hey you know what, let's not win

This is unacceptable. But hey, like I said, I know you. It takes quite a bit of idiocricy to get you that far down the Sea of Rage.

So no, you shouldn't be perma'd, but that doesn't mean that some sort of punishment isn't necessary. For this, a few games Chat Restriction would have worked for me. I mean, "this" is one word. How do you misspell that? Like I said, absolutely unacceptable.

Koonta Kintae2/29/2016, 2:08:20 AM1 votes

verbal abuse, rude toward other players, foul language.

10/10 would ban.

Linthe3/9/2016, 4:24:59 PM1 votes

"I'm not new to the tribunal's punishment system,"

This is the problem here... You didn't get perma banned for this one game.. but for a series of games in which you were toxic.. Had you kept the one month of non-toxic behavior up for 2 more months, this would not have happened...