Sydelle's Apology -- Whoa!

I love League of Legends. I appreciate the rewards when I demonstrated my love at Mt. Rushmore for whoever remembers that long ago instance.

I wanted to publicly state that over the course of my history with Riot, I know my behavior has sometimes been beneath the standards my best self demands of me.

In addition, I wasn't always myself when I was at the keyboard, and I'm sorry for anyone that has had to endure, unfairly, any of the abuse and sorrow that I have suffered from the liars, abusers, opportunists, and cheaters of my life on the rift. I am sorry that my grief has sometimes spilled over. I know that many are on this boat of forgetting, and the last thing I should ever do is allow my behavior to remind anyone of what we come to the rift to forget.

I know that all grief needs to stop with me, and I can not explain how grief has a tendency to accumulate on the gentlest of souls on the planet other than that evil exists and angels are served the stiffest cups. When I first born unto the rift, I believed in surrendering any time my team had 5 people and the enemy had 4. That's who I was. I had lofty ideals and a sense of honor. Somewhere inside me, that's still who I still am. I do not believe that I need to explain how delving into a swamp can turn you into a swamp thing, but if I started on this journey to give others hope and turned into a swamp thing, then I gave great potential to show that swamp things can be overcome by the beautiful soul that still lives within them.

Here's to one day having a champion that demonstrates a different evolution than Kayn's. Maybe to having a champion that starts off a truly innocent girl that turns into a swamp thing that turns into an angel.

With a cherry on top.

Reporting live from the murkiness of this current swamp nation, Sydelle!