Why after 3 games in from a 6 month break I view this game as STILL unfun and raging

I realized today WHY I dislike this game and why I will, be leaving again. See I play rainbow six siege while its a different game (fps) and has a different dynamic its very similar to league in feel. Strategy with your kit and 4 teammates you rely on as you all work toward a common goal, but you if you yourself are good enough at the game can carry your team. You can 1v5 that enemy team they don't respawn in 5 seconds to kill you again, and you don't have to refight them you get 1 life and its what you do with it in the round. In league I can't 1v5 anymore I have done it I was an akali main pre rework and only came back because I heard she got that rework. I had pentas under my belt and games won almost single handedly but I had almost no fun doing it. The game doesn't feel satisfying when I do that because I know that 4 people on my team will rage and fight no matter what I do even if we are winning. GOD FORBID if we are losing.

In league you are helpless, you are stuck in a 1v9 situation where in you HAVE to have that team in 99% of games to help you push and win BUT THEY WON'T DO IT. I played 3 games and 2 out of three we lost not because the enemy was doing better infact in both games my team was winning from gold, minions, towers, and objectives. We lost because I said or someone else said group up and 2 teammates both times ignored that and ran off so we got engaged on in a 3v5 then the last two teammates came in and decided 2v5 was a good idea because "their adc was low" in game 1 or "we can bait baron" in game 2. Welp dipshits what a suprise we died because you were not there then you dive head first to your deaths and get aced, and the enemy had time to go from the second turret all the way to inhib before I spawned. Meaning because one, and I repeat ONE DEATH, we lost the entire game when we had 1 inhib down on the enemy side and the other inhibs had just respawned. The reason we lost was nothing I could have done here my teammates chose the tactical decision to split push when it was in no way applicable and we lost because of their error. How is it fair one stupid choice by 2 of my teammates means my team can't win 3 other players lost due to that. Now I ask you how is that fun fare or balanced. We were able to lose a whole game from 1 death on the other side of the map caused by my teammates refusing the rest of the teams decision. That's literally garbage tier and the fact people find this fun is ridiculous. I can't and will not support a company who when asked to remove damage, adds more. When asked to fix spawn times, they make them worse, and when asked to do anything that would contribute to the fun of the game like permanent urf mode, they won't because it means less attention when its readded, or if its a fun combo that is silly but not tactical its patched because "My balance".

This is my final goodbye league, I used to enjoy you playing malphite adc in normals with my friend playing yasuo support as we laugh at the stupid combo we made. Thats dead because the other 3 -8 players if we win report us and yell at us all game. Fuck your balancing, fuck your community, and last of all fuck your reworks I enjoyed my character how they were, and its sad when they don't even feel the same anymore just add a new character at that point. Stop removing characters and adding something different and expecting people to be happy.

I could deal with everything else but your players are the worst part, I joined my first game in 6 months and I said "I'm, sorry first game in a few months so might be rusty" and the first thing I got was "just don't be a retard". We won this game hardcore my laner ran it down lane basically running in over and over expecting to win. My teammate when I'm 6/0 says "first game in a few months yeah fucking right". Like I would lie about this and if he payed attention I was trying to learn the new Akali and was basically missing half the q's learning the range and wasting energy at bad times. I knew I had a long way to go but I got flamed for DOING TO WELL after warning people I MIGHT suck as its been awhile. Good bye league I won't miss you.