I'm Sick and Tired of Reforming from the Community, and I am done with it.
It is pointless, get retricted once, happens to most of us, you learn something and that's to keep your mouth shout at certain words. Get it twice, you start to stress and see you made the same mistake again. Get it thrice, you get stressed so much, that you come to boards to talk about it. That's why I'm here.
I'm sick and tired of dealing with toxic people in my every single game, in normals, which I play only, I always have to deal with toxic, ignorrant, childish, immature, manchildren just because of how screwed up my server is. I've tried muting them, disengage convos, reason with them, be kind, and deffend myself when I fealt really endangered by them. NOTHING, but when I say NOTHING, stops them from flaming you further on. I've dealt with thousands, if not, more players who would tell you to go straight kill yourself, flame your parents, family, question your dignity, anything just to make you feel like you're nothing but garbage that belongs in a trash can. I'm sick of it. I get it, ''Just mute them'' they all say, but that doesn't stop the problem, it only hides it from you, and when I realized that I stopped muting people because it didn't help. And out of all those thousands reports, the only times when they were actully successful and penalized were twice, just twice. How's that fair? All that support does is tell you to go screw yourself because they believe in every word their bots say and do, and for what? For this? Sorry but I didn't asign for a bad comedy, I asigned to play and not get toxicified by this game.
But apparently, no mater how much you try, it's venom will just go into your veins and turn you just like everyone else. Don't get me wrong, I know that I cross the lines myself, and that's when they suddenly decide to just trainwreck you with punishments and penalities, but why not just make it so the game doesn't FORCE you to cross that line? Address what intoxicates everyone on the first place? No matter how much I tried to cleanse myself, I can't, my heart pumps the venom I've been injected with when I started. Never have I ever, met a kind person, that would just turn you over, and show you they were just like everyone else - tilitng, toxic, unreasonable, apathetic jerks who would just drag you down to you no matter what. Speaking of cleansing myself, I've been dragged to honor 1, then to 0, then I've climbd my way to final checkpoint of lvl 1, lvl 2 was to close to me, that today, I got dragged back to 0.
Well guess what? I'm done, I'm not going to even try to get back again, I'm not going to even try to play again. I'm not going to even try what will you guys say down bellow, I won't care what Rioters will say. You messed me and my mind up, just like everyone else. If I am really going to cleanse myself, I am simply going to quit, and never, ever look back. I know, I will not be remembered, I will not be missed, my voice will never be heard, and I will never be taken seriously. Sorry to inform you, but I do not care about you either, not anymore.
The only thing that I will miss from this game and the only thing I will remembe, is my
, she was always there for me, and she brought enjoyment and excitement when I played with her, but it is time for me to move on. Goodbye my Camille my friend, you will be the only one missed and will always have a spot next to my heart.
As for the rest of you, good riddance, and happy growing up.
