Today I got Perma-banned, I understand why(no excuses), and what I learned.

Sure, I am toxic. Absolutely, without a doubt, toxic.

I understand why I cannot keep my finger off the trigger. That's my problem, and I am trying to deal with it. I just cannot, under certain conditions control myself. I knew, after my last game I was getting banned. I lost complete control and knew it was coming. Like watching a slow-mo train wreck, I couldn't control it. I seen it piling up and without a doubt knew I was killing my account. I just couldn't stop myself. After the 15th death on bot lane in 10 minutes, I just couldn't stop myself form raging.

What I have learned is to never spend money on Riot games again, that I need child safety locks on my chat, and that I will need to level up many different accounts simultaneously.

See y'all on a different account and hopefully I don't rage.