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Account Banned For Toxicity, Hear Me Out

Zaraku VanDranyx·1/27/2016, 2:38:01 PM·4 votes·1,287 views

Yes, I did. I did talk mad smack in a game to someone on my team that totally didn't deserve it and got a bit colorful with my dialect. Hell I have been on the receiving end of it too (long before I understood the reporting function in LoL) and it hurts. Yes, I was a dirt bag and inconsiderate. Though I even stooped so low as to use hate speech (racist slurs) I want the community to know, that is not me. I am not a hateful guy, nor am I easily swayed. Truth is I got a bit tipsy and logged in to league for a last game before bed and was not in the best mood. I understand that this is no excuse for being a total jerk, but it's all I got.

I do not feel so bad that I lost all my IP that I had been saving for the new champ Jhin. No, I do not feel so bad about the many skins I paid for from my own pocket to help League continue being the awesome game it is. What hurts the most is that I misrepresented Braum. I have been playing as him every since I started League in season 3 when he first came out. The whole first month I was learning to play the game Braum was in the log in screen and free to play roster, and his skills appealed to me because I love helping others. Even when I was younger I always wanted to be the healer, the buffer, the tank that protected the pure (damage carry). I have shielded many and enlightened few in Braum's name. Even sent a smiley mustache or two :{D :{D but in one game this main account and all the work I have done to make it mine is for not.

I know, it is all my doing, but with this I hope to maybe do something to make amends. I am truly sorry for my behavior, and if you give me one more chance and lift the ban, I will strive to get as many honors in Braum's name as I can as penance. I really do like this game, and hope that this display will help you see me as more of a person rather than a toxic troll. If not I understand, and am still willing to go through the qualms of starting from the ground up again. I apologize to those offended. I apologize to the community, to Braum, and to myself. I am sorry.

30 Comments

56552559_DEL1/27/2016, 2:42:15 PM4 votes

Umm, you dont get banned for being toxic in just 1 game. You have to have a history of being toxic to warrant a perma ban.

Lithium Rosa1/27/2016, 2:43:04 PM3 votes

I'm pretty sure they have given you a chance between 2 weeks ban and perma-ban.

Straw Hat Loki1/27/2016, 3:22:30 PM2 votes

I do wish you the best of luck w/ getting another chance!

GL and if you do get the ban lifted, leave the toxicity outside of the game!

[slayer-pantheon-thumbs]

Man In Sky1/27/2016, 4:20:32 PM1 votes

Don't need to read. Ban well deserved.

GRVet3ran0sS1/27/2016, 4:26:55 PM1 votes

Yoy are always more than welcomed to create a new account

Zaraku VanDranyx1/27/2016, 6:13:18 PM1 votes

Look, I know everyone wants to prove me wrong and say that I deserve the ban. (I do.) But even though I only want to apologize, that hurts. None of you know me or even take the time to read all of what was typed. None of you take the time to think "this is a real person, subject to change, like the rest of the world." You would much rather kick me while I am down like the trolls in game. But what people don't take into consideration is that I don't quit easy, but I am easily offended. These are traits that don't go well together, because when you hurt a man's ego the only thing on that man's mind is payback. In the gaming world words are the only weapon you got when results don't cut it, so crap happens and words are thrown around. No one cares who started it, they just start spiting insults. Next thing you know the troll is the victim and the victim is the troll (how did that happen?) Or in rare cases you get pitted with a whole team of trolls who make your gaming experience hell. But do they get reported? No. They report you and majority rules. Next thing you know you have a chat restriction, then a 2 week ban. You get told to uninstall and go kill yourself and you are just expected to ignore it. But who gets the 4 reports? Possibly more if they get the enemy team on their side? Not them... They go on to become diamond and plat players, while the humble are at their mercy. If you have ever been there and understand where I am coming from, then you know how it must feel to want to just lash out and fight back, get mad and try to make change rather than sit idly bye and wait for it to pass. It is in this spirit that I show my toxic colors. I may show a little salt, but most of the time you have to work hard to earn my toxicity.

Hippolyta1/27/2016, 10:07:17 PM1 votes

Post the chat log here and if u innocent i buy you 5 skins on your new acount:P

EvilDustMan1/27/2016, 2:58:11 PM1 votes

Wow. You UTTER douche.

Heart is the strongest muscle.

Zaraku VanDranyx1/27/2016, 4:09:59 PM1 votes

As a side note, I am sorry to Rito for not giving the tribunal the respect it deserves. I will pass the word that the system is alive and well, lest others make the same grave mistake i did.[zombie-nunu-tears] [slayer-pantheon-rainbows]