I need Help

Dear Riot Team Members,

I am reaching out to you guys tonight because I realize I have made a dire mistake. I have not been able to hold my anger in when playing and that has effected the community greatly. I have had a lot of troubles at home since the passing of my grandmother last year and it has effected me greatly not only in while playing video games, but in life. I have a lot of bullying going on at school and at home its not much better. When i get on my computer and i play league of legends it is really the only time i can feel good. I know that sounds silly because of all my chat logs, but thats me taking what happens at home and in the past out. If i am unable to play league of legends i will be greatly upset and know i am missing out on a great game that throughly love. I follow the professional scene of the game and even the college scene, loving every second of it! I am a huge TSM fan and my favorite player is Bjerg! I went to the LCS to come to Madsion Square Garden so i can see them play again. That was truly one of my favorite experiences in life watching them play on stage.

I am not asking for the ban to be lifted immediately, i know i don't deserve that. I was hoping for a reduced sentence of this ban, maybe something like 2 weeks. I believe this will assure me and the league community that i have been wrong and swear to be nothing but positive in games anymore. I really will do whatever it takes to get this account reinstalled into the community, because this community is like family to me. I have lots of friends i talk to and check in with from time to time and go on curse voice calls. I really need this game in my life so if you could please reconsider the permanent ban on my account i would really appreciate it.

Lastly, I will promise you that if you lift this suspension you will never see a report of me in the tribunal again. I am a young kid that really needs video games to help me with other life adventures. I love this game of league of legends and have put so much time and effort into this account. I really hope you can see how much this game means to me and how sorry i am for risking my ability to play this game. Please do reconsider, you will make me one happy player.

Thanks, Jawnster