tfw no honor level

i can't even lament about my suffering here, because "hurr get out, inting trolling n00b."

now let's be clear about this. i don't want my sentence reduced. it's a 14 day suspension, no big deal. i've had one or two before, and i think it's very reasonable to have those two weeks to take away from the game and forget about your sorrows. i didn't get my first win of the day until the last game i played out of 4-5 games. i inted my 4th game and played the 5th before i got banned.

what i'm here about is losing every kind of reward outside of first win of the day, essentially permanently. i've had the account for 4+ years, i played back when ashe's frost shot was a toggle. my first ban was some time in february for the same thing. i get heated in games, i do. having all the things taken from me that made me come back to the game is rather upsetting. at this point, i really wish i'd stop being given a false hope, have that account banned for good.