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Permenantly banned

19348180DEL1·10/13/2017, 5:09:08 AM·3 votes·514 views

:(

Stop. Just ... whatever you are doing, just stop. Its not worth it.

If you can't say anything nice... you shouldn't say anything at all.

I have some inward reflection to do. I guess I havn't reformed enough.

Funny though, both times I get banned, its after 12 midnight.

Been playing since Week 13, this is ... the end. I don't know what to do man. League... I played it every single day I had the chance. I would take off from work just to play League. All I wanted to do was get better at league and play with great people.

Now I'm being told I'm one of the tiny fragment of the community that doesn't belong here?

I don't belong here?

I don't belong here....

This weighs heavy like my heart. How long will my Dreams and Reality stay apart. My walls are closing in and my skies are getting dark. Searching through the endless black cuz that's where I'll find the start.

Why is my heart not beating? My lungs are clearly breathing? ... I'm leaving ... ... ... I'm leaving

This is my ...

Exit wound.

I'm leavin

holy shit who am i kidding. this hurts i'm crying. a grown ass man crying. i didn't want this. I just.. i think lost control thats all. I know that guy was mad at me from the get go. He was out for me from the first gank I tried for him... I replied poorly. I handled the whole game poorly.

I was wrong. I need to check myself because I'm starting to wreck myself. I know this. I just need to get my act together and I'll be back to normal.

I realize how much of a mistake I've been making. I honestly am sorry for behaving the way I have been these last few weeks.

It's all stress. I'm stressed the hell out.

13 Comments

19348180DEL110/13/2017, 6:56:40 AM1 votes

If you care, here are the logs.

Game 1 Shin Evelynn: way to do something Shin Evelynn: omfg syndra just sit back and watch Shin Evelynn: can't read stars Shin Evelynn: overexaggerate Shin Evelynn: suck an assist, urgot Shin Evelynn: coward Shin Evelynn: noob Shin Evelynn: if i stop i wont learn anything Shin Evelynn: i dont play yasuo Shin Evelynn: everything Shin Evelynn: again she just chill at the tower when i come Shin Evelynn: i hate playing with cowards Shin Evelynn: aren't you sure you're not the noob? Shin Evelynn: why? Shin Evelynn: just for /all ing that Shin Evelynn: i have to report you in self defense Shin Evelynn: so i don't get banned for a dumb reason Shin Evelynn: Riot Logic Shin Evelynn: yo this urgot complains more than my coworker Shin Evelynn: stfu already! Shin Evelynn: i am not you're bitching me out Shin Evelynn: now stfu! Shin Evelynn: please! Shin Evelynn: plese tell this guy not to repeat himself Shin Evelynn: if he' Shin Evelynn: now look what you made me do Shin Evelynn: typing in reply to your dumb shit just to defend myselfr Shin Evelynn: asfjiodushafas Shin Evelynn: ignored Shin Evelynn: muted Shin Evelynn: have fun with your anger i'm done Shin Evelynn: yeah i just read through the entire chat log. this guy is a cry baby Shin Evelynn: a distracting cry baby Shin Evelynn: dont listen to loud negative people Shin Evelynn: oh Shin Evelynn: she was better before Shin Evelynn: she's just about sex now Shin Evelynn: and people think that makes her strong Shin Evelynn: nerd Shin Evelynn: we missed our window Shin Evelynn: but for real tho syndra Shin Evelynn: 2 ignites on 1 level 1 katarina? Shin Evelynn: thats a kill Shin Evelynn: i mean Shin Evelynn: it WAS a kill Shin Evelynn: you killed her Shin Evelynn: only seconds after i died tho Shin Evelynn: look Shin Evelynn: when eve casts her charm Shin Evelynn: charge her Shin Evelynn: dont run away Shin Evelynn: rush her Shin Evelynn: she has no escape Shin Evelynn: not even speed boosty Shin Evelynn: that version of eve is weak Shin Evelynn: screw you wench Shin Evelynn: Identity theft Shin Evelynn: IMPOSTER Shin Evelynn: DID YOU JUST ASK ME IF I AM RETARDED? Shin Evelynn: REPORTED Shin Evelynn: god damn flamers! Shin Evelynn: first Shin Evelynn: syndra Shin Evelynn: now you too Shin Evelynn: syndra legit stood back when she coulda came to stun Shin Evelynn: i mean Shin Evelynn: attack Shin Evelynn: but i don't care Shin Evelynn: i care more about learning something from this game Shin Evelynn: and you are all TRYING YOUR HARDEST TO BREAK MY SPIRIT BUT YOUR WORDS WON'T PULL THE AIR FROM UNDER MY WINGS! Shin Evelynn: only worthless if you don't care Shin Evelynn: a gank is a gank Shin Evelynn: it doesn't need to end in a kill to be successful Shin Evelynn: but i'm wasting my breath Shin Evelynn: trying to talk to you Shin Evelynn: because this is the internet and everyone on the internet is their own God Shin Evelynn: i bet this Urgot here has already diagnosed me with every mental illness in the world Shin Evelynn: in 40 min Shin Evelynn: ... i miss the old ultimate... man Shin Evelynn: seeing that... its ... ugh Shin Evelynn: they basically made Ravage hella flashy Shin Evelynn: wow Shin Evelynn: now you're going to bitch at her Shin Evelynn: ...

Eedat10/13/2017, 3:00:22 PM1 votes

Not sure what you're expecting trying to pull the sympathy card. You got exactly what you deserved from the looks of it. I'm not going to feel sorry for someone who is only "sorry" after they got caught. Since this is a perma ban and theres nothing in the log you posted that would escalate anything, you've had plenty of warnings and prior punishments.

Drugoth10/13/2017, 3:15:40 PM1 votes

Your boss called, he found out that you skipped work to play a video game, you're fired!

Pixie Storm10/14/2017, 8:32:00 PM1 votes

This poor guy. He had one really bad game in season 7 seasons and loses everything? This isn't fair.