just wanna thank you riot

for 20 min time outs from afks

i was ok with renekton told me to kill myself. i muted him. i was okay with vayne called me a scrublord imuted him. i was ok when i got camped by the duo mid/jg. i perservered. i wasn't ok when i still got camped and the enemy team started bming. i was not okay. afked

i wasn't okay the 2nd time it happened. i afked.

i joined aram. i was ok. i got trist and i suck at trist but it was ok. i tried.

i wasnt ok when my team again told me to kill msyelf. i wasnt ok whent he enemy team also decided it appropriate to call me shit. i afked.

now i get 20 minutes in between games to sit and think about why i afked. why did i afk?

maybe i have problems with depression.maybe playing normals to relax and being told to kill msyelf doesn't help. maybe mute isn't enough. maybe i decided it was more beneifical for me to leave the game than be forced to sit in such a toxic environment. i get 20 mins in betweeng ames to think about how shit i am at this game. 20 minutes

i just want to thank your riot. thanks.