I lack the ability to improve

Darkmind1212·2/16/2016, 11:28:03 PM·1 votes·410 views

So this week I finally noticed something. I thought I was immune to flaming but I found out that I wasn't immune, I had just reset my stress level by not playing most of season 5. And lately I find myself getting angry at players and not wanting to feel that way so needless to say its been a huge mental strain lately. I soon realized why I can't seem to improve myself and that is because I am forcing myself to be around a negative environment that just isn't a healthy place for people wanting to improve their behavior.I'm not gonna set here and say its riots fault as it is a mixture of my ability to just not simply handle the people around me and having every other game show me what this game does to people in terms of anger levels. So now i'm starting to worry that I might just end up a mess like I was before and going out to just piss people off for no reason.

2 Comments

Astôlfo2/17/2016, 1:03:01 AM1 votes

Or, you're the one reacting, so it's still your fault, technically. Sure, the player experience can be horrible at times, but you're always the one who gets the last say in whether or not you feel like retaliating. [slayer-jinx-wink]

ReadyxPlayerxOne2/17/2016, 1:26:22 AM1 votes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_tYQRP4QWM

You will get better when you decide to get better. You will find that community of great, positive players when you look for it. You will learn tricks and tips that the pro's use when you decide to go out and learn them. Your anger will become laughter when you want to laugh at how bad and toxic players are no matter what team they are on. You will become a positive influence on your team when you decide you want to be a positive influence on your team. Until then, you simply aren't going to get better. As Yoda says "Do or do not, there is no try".