I lack the ability to improve
So this week I finally noticed something. I thought I was immune to flaming but I found out that I wasn't immune, I had just reset my stress level by not playing most of season 5. And lately I find myself getting angry at players and not wanting to feel that way so needless to say its been a huge mental strain lately. I soon realized why I can't seem to improve myself and that is because I am forcing myself to be around a negative environment that just isn't a healthy place for people wanting to improve their behavior.I'm not gonna set here and say its riots fault as it is a mixture of my ability to just not simply handle the people around me and having every other game show me what this game does to people in terms of anger levels. So now i'm starting to worry that I might just end up a mess like I was before and going out to just piss people off for no reason.