You can call me a quitter but. . .

I admit I am not a great jg but I think it is a lot of fun (much more enjoyable than laning) and you can't really practice vs the bots, so there isn't a way to test out a new build or just generally refine your skills without going pvp. So I had been playing normals for an extended period the other night and I wanted to try to Jungle, but kept getting my second choice of Support. Until the last game of the night I finally get jg and try to play I'm pretty rusty bc I haven't played him in weeks and at this point I am really tired. I have a pass through all the camps an then things start to go bad.

I'm tired, like really tired, at this point so when I am working on getting the red buff I am half way dead before I realized there are 2 red life bars and only one of them is going down, jumped the wall and I hadn't even noticed since he was behind the monster. I couldn't get much else right either mis-timed my ganks, missed almost ever shadow nuke I fired. after a 2nd failed gank a very fed chased me down and I died for the second time now I am 0/2/0 our Top and Mid are winning but bottom is losing badly and our support who has been riding me for a while already starts to get even nastier because of course it is all my fault she keeps dying and they are losing the lane. I admit I am having a bad game, and try to move on, but after some more farming ( I even get the dragon and and assist when our kills )I have to go back to bottom lane to try and help bc they are about to lose another tower. If forget what exactly happened but I know killed me again.

I'm 0/3/1, really tired, and even though our team is winning and she is the only person on the team with more deaths than me (5 and I think all of them to Vayne) tells me that I should just AFK. So I do. As I am disconnecting it asks me "are you sure?" and it occurs to me it doesn't ask me why. Shouldn't riot ask why I wanted to quit in the middle of a game? I probably got reported (I don't mind I can live with the consequences of my actions) but who spent most of the game feeding and griefing me, probably didn't. That doesn't seem very fair does it?