A polite request, from a faithful summoner

Hi to everyone who reads this, specially Riot employees:

I know it is usual on this board to find an infinite ammount of people asking for a lift on their perma bans due to toxic behaviour, and I am another one of them. I know this might not get me anywhere, or gather any replies but I wanted to ask for forgiveness in these upcoming festive times.

I got banned around two months ago (Which actually seems like an eternity now that I think of it) due to insulting, on an extremely rude manner one of my teammates. The day I found out I was banned, I snapped. Really, I broke my keyboard with a clean malphite-like smash and was foaming at my mouth. I know getting into details is lousy, and that nobody probably cares but after that day I decided to go and see a psychologist because I really get angry when I play videogames. I got some tests done and apparently I had more violent reeactions compared to normal people, it was on the genes. Now, I'm not trying to justify my ban on League on my genetic code, but I think it's a nice thing to get off my chest.

I went to therapy for two weeks and I learned to control my anger, and you'd be surprised of how much breathing in through your nose and out from your mouth helps. I am a calm person now, or at least that's what I like to think, and I can say that I am definitely REFORMED.

Holidays are approaching, it's that magical time of the year again and I really just want to make a wish, and I request to PLEASE get my ban lifted. I know this will most likely be ignored, but I spent so much money into my account, so much memories, friends and time spent playing this fun game only for it to be ruined by my mean attitude. I really hope I can at least get a reply, and even better, my ban lifted.

If you read through all of this, thank you and excusr my poor english, for I'm not a native speaker. Have a nice day and send me your energy so that I may get unbanned! (And hope you too do!)