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I've noticed my behavior change and I think you're the problem

HellsTrueKing·1/28/2017, 2:59:37 AM·14 votes·2,211 views

Dearest League,

 We need to talk.  I have had a lot of fun with you over the past couple of years (I can hardly believe its been so long); however, I feel like we have started to drift apart.  You seem to be headed in a direction that I'm not sure I'm ok with anymore.  

 When we first got together it was fun and exciting.  Everything was new and different, and I had no idea what I was doing. I mean, after all you did take my virginity (I didn't even know what M-O-B-A stood for at first).  Along our journey, you taught me everything I know now...but I'm worried you have begun to change me.

 When we started I was young, naive, and full of innocence.  I was kind, laid back, and just enjoyed being a part of all this.  However, now I fear you have taken that from me. I fear you have taken away my laid back attitude and replaced it with an on-edge, rage ready, intensity.  And I do not like it. I want to change, I want to go back to the way things were. 

 I use to be able to spend all night with you, we'd have so much fun and time would just fly by.  Now....now I can hardly spend 10 minutes with you.  Things always end up with me yelling, screaming, and throwing every cuss word I can think of at you.  I always end up being extremely frustrated and on the verge of just giving up.  But you wont let me.  I swear, sometimes it feels like I need to convince four other people to let me walk away. That's not a good feeling. It's not the way it used to be either. Things need to change.  

 We need time apart.  I need time apart.  I need to re-center my self. I want to get back to the "oh well, no big deal" version of myself that I once was and get away from this "Fuck this shit, fuck these  people, fuck the world" person you've made me in to.  In order to do that, I need to spend time away from you. I want to spend my time doing things that don't make me rage so intensely. I want to have fun again.

So....here I am, saying goodbye.  Just for a while. I might check in from time to time to see how you're doing; hell, I might even come by to spend time with you on the weekends.  But it wont be serious. Not anytime soon. A lot has to change before it can be like that again. But someday...it might.

You never know...

Sincerely, HTK

22 Comments

This Is Your Dad1/28/2017, 8:59:56 AM5 votes

I remember when I had fun playing normals and some douchebag that was doing poorly started calling me bronze 5 trash and then I started getting conscious of my rank. Haven't had as much fun since then. RIP full lifesteal nasus and ad sion prerework.

Heavensflame861/28/2017, 5:36:41 AM4 votes

If you think League is bad, join the Army...

Magical Player1/28/2017, 3:27:05 AM3 votes

Goodbye friend, best of luck in your new endeavors maybe buy ark :D, its a fun game

See you later

Zamaje1/28/2017, 8:52:57 AM3 votes

This is exactly how I feel. I used to be able to spend so much of my time with League and now I can barely stand to play one game. I lose my focus and the fun mid way through a match. I'm not sure what happened for us and I'm not sure what can fix it.

kamikazephyr1/28/2017, 11:30:15 AM3 votes

You people are too weak-willed... never change yourself, ever. Especially not over a video game lol

MUSHROOM MIDGET1/28/2017, 6:17:38 AM3 votes

you are right man. league is a toxic game. it is the game spreading the toxicity to the players not the players bringing it to the game. 100%

Golden Tager X1/28/2017, 5:28:35 AM3 votes

Sadly, the ways of salt will never part with you, believe me I know. Once salty, always salty.