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Soo this thing starts at today at around 9:30-9:35 PM , soo i wanted to play a match of chill relaxing ranked solo/duo with my partener since we were practicing a combo on botlane and we were rlly good at it , all good. we press ready and we get on the selecting phase , i selected aphelios and my partener senna . The selecting phase ends and one of my teamates ( the jungler ) banned aphelios , i got mad and he said something like this " sorry i didin't saw" , after some arguments in the chat he revealed that the did in fact see that i wanted to pick aphelios BUT he didn't want to say that i didin't know how to play aphelios ( him never sawing how i played aphelios in the first place ) . Im not proud of what i did but ,uh.. i trolled the match ( me having some anger issues that i try to resolve in therapy ) my mind was blanc , my mind was empty of toughts but full of anger . I want to say that im a chill player but if you try and assume that i don't know to play a champion then im gonna fight back . He ruined my fun i ruined his , thats the way i tought i could cope with my anger in that moment , i know its toxic but he trolled me and i did the same to him . I want to enjoy playing league of legends but it seems that i can only enjoy it in normals and rotating gamemodes . Ranked just feels full of tryhard players that think they know what is good and what is bad , just sharing my feelings and saying sorry for what i've done [sg-soraka]