I'm using a new account to work on fixing my mentality in the game. so far its going well.
IDK its just allot more easier for me to not be able to blame others cause their new and you cant blame new people for messing up. All you can do is try to be helpful and nice. Its sad people still flame a shit load even at this lvl 9 ish account area. Im gonna try to only play support to work on my "i cant support a bad team" mentality that comes up every so often and just support the team the best i can. If people are arguing i tell them to stop cause its its not gonna help and if they keep going i just mute all.
IDK why its easier for me to stay calm and just keep playing on a newer account but i hope i carry it back to this main once i get it back and go back into ranked. I main support my job is to support not add to the problems by exploding on someone thats obliviously already tilted.
People are really fucking mean at this lvl to jeeze And to think thats how i fucking look when i play ranked. I have a really hard time stoping and thinking when i start to get really emotional. I do hope this eventually ends up helping me though. And i think only playing support will help keep it a little more fair for newer players. It would be nice to not be a toxic asshole for once.
Anyway im typing this cause it helps me get whats on my mind out and i usually have so many things go through it at once none of them get sorted. Plus i can come back later and look over what i said.