About My Perma-Ban and my experience as new player in League of Legends
Listen, I recently came back from a 14-day ban which i honestly believe i deserve. To be honest If I was to be banned because of the things i said when i got my 14-day ban i would accept it. I try to improve my self every day. The things I said back when i got the 14-day ban where really bad and regret every single day for the things I said. However, the situation with my perma ban is a little diferent. To begin, YES I WAS TOXIC, but not as much as i used to be, i believe my toxicity was in the "gamer trash talking" range. The bot lane in my game tilted me when they started sayin "noob" this and "noob" that because my friend forgot the "smite" relic, so i started "hitting" back (ik that was a mistake). I realised my mistake though in-game and i stoped, I actually told them to "chill" as well, trying to improve the situation. Unfortunately, the bot laners were premade so they both reported me, plus they the enemy jgl reported me because i was "feeding", which is not a reason to report someone in my opinion. I know that you probaly wont change your mind but i want to let you know this, i try my best every sinlge day to spread at least some positivity to my team, but some times i slip. I recenlty started playing this game and im actualy in love with it. I wont probably continue playing though (maybe thats the best i guess) because im very sentimental with this acoount, ive invested a lot in this ( idont mean money :P) plus i was going to by my first skin (i was waiting for project pyke cuz i main him). Anyways, thank you for the experience. I just feel that i deserve a second chance, even though i wont get it. To be honest this game is the only thing that gives me joy at this moment of my life in which i had a lot of bad things to cope with, the worse of them being the hero of my life, my father passing away. League of Legends was something refershing, a chance to drift away from all the anxiety that brought my new responsibilities as the new "head of the family". It wont be the same starting a second account, to be honest im probably going to abbandon the game cause i was too invested with my initial account. Anyways I am going to insert my in chat game logs:
Game 1 Pre-Game 7Shad0w7: mid In-Game 7Shad0w7: gj team? 7Shad0w7: are you r%%%%%ed? 7Shad0w7: why gj team? 7Shad0w7: ... 7Shad0w7: cant stand you 7Shad0w7: muted 7Shad0w7: you got rekt 7Shad0w7: k 7Shad0w7: im wining my lane 7Shad0w7: surrender 7Shad0w7: ffs 7Shad0w7: ... 7Shad0w7: bruh 7Shad0w7: youre not tyler 1 ffs 7Shad0w7: wake up 7Shad0w7: sona talking shit 7Shad0w7: THE ENEMY SUPPORT PLAYS BETTER THAN BOTH PF YOU R%%%%%S 7Shad0w7: "feed" 7Shad0w7: since when thats a reason fucker 7Shad0w7: nice engrish 7Shad0w7: outplayed 7Shad0w7: now stfu 7Shad0w7: @rengar woosh 7Shad0w7: you missed the joke r%%%%% 7Shad0w7: bo 7Shad0w7: no 7Shad0w7: draven kys 7Shad0w7: sure 7Shad0w7: your mom sucks me dry every fucking day while i play fortnite 7Shad0w7: still 7Shad0w7: that makes your mom a ped 7Shad0w7: %%%%* 7Shad0w7: gj bot 7Shad0w7: oof you called me kid boo hoo 7Shad0w7: im not the toxic here sona 7Shad0w7: tell your friend to chill 7Shad0w7: ... 7Shad0w7: grow up 7Shad0w7: boo hoo 7Shad0w7: welcome to cry.com 7Shad0w7: nah 7Shad0w7: im good 7Shad0w7: nice items btw 7Shad0w7: first time draven? 7Shad0w7: ? 7Shad0w7: doesnt make sense 7Shad0w7: ANSER ME KID 7Shad0w7: first time draven 7Shad0w7: ? 7Shad0w7: you suck then 7Shad0w7: ok 7Shad0w7: ill be the mature one 7Shad0w7: too bad 7Shad0w7: ? 7Shad0w7: L 7Shad0w7: ? 7Shad0w7: dude 7Shad0w7: grow up man 7Shad0w7: im not toxic 7Shad0w7: i just want to play the game 7Shad0w7: why report me 7Shad0w7: draven i tried, sorry man :) 7Shad0w7: gg Post-Game 7Shad0w7: ggs
I know the things I said are still bad and toxic but getting the two biggest in terms of time-length bans is kinda harsh, especialy when i get reported from premade teams (both of my bans came from teammates that were friends/queued together, that means that got 3 reports each game, in the second game only the bot lane reported me). I do deserve a ban, especialy for the things I said that got me banned for 14 days but i know i can do better.