Is it my fault for throwing a game my team didn't want to win ?
So in a draft pick earlier, the game was very close and it was clear that once one person messed up, the game was over for that team. Fortunately, our team won a major teamfight, losing 2 members but they were 3 man down for the next 50 seconds. With only Ezreal and Nasus left to defend their Inhibitor and otherwise open Nexus, the Nasus decided to push bot and Ezreal was farming.
So, obviously, going mid and ending the game would be the best call. Our Qiyana was very fed and could easily burst down Ezreal, and Xayah was also strong enough to solo their Nasus. If anything went wrong, there was always Riven left to back them up. The win was this close. There was no way they would respawn in time to stop a late game ADC with two others from destroying a single inhib and nexus. But instead, my team decided that clearing the top wave was more important than ending the game.
30 seconds left. Xayah decides to go bot to stop Nasus, who then proceeded to move to mid instead and started farming in front of our inhibitor tower. 20 seconds left. Riven starts farming jungle. 10 seconds left. Qiyana loses a 1v1 to the Ezreal, which she would've easily won had Xayah or Riven decided to help. 0 seconds left. And their team was alive again.
I had enough. So I ran it the fuck down mid. I engaged on the Ezreal solo, and the enemy team grouped mid to help him. I died, leading to our Xayah getting caught and dying, and then our Nautilus, and then our Qiyana, and then our Riven. We lost the game in a minute and the enemy team was spamming BM in the all chat.
Am I the bad guy for acting accordingly in a game my team clearly didn't want to win ?