My actions are no the best when it comes to someone going afk. I hate that I do this as well.

Feel free to hate me for this as I can understand peoples spite for it but when someone afks with no sign of ever returning for minutes on end I find myself just wanting to sit over at the spawn point as I wait for the inevitable explosion of the nexus. I know I am a shitty person for doing this sort of thing and i'm not saying that I feel a sense of right with it. It is clearly wrong and not the best course of action. But with how insanely large a 4 v 5 is in terms of a handicap I just slowly loose hope and find myself in a way just sitting in the corner. What am I to do about this? Cause I have tried to stop but I lack the fortitude to do so out of my current mind set.