I purposely got banned today.

Guanxi·7/5/2017, 10:25:47 PM·2 votes·490 views

I can't stand it when the score is 3/16 at the 10-minute mark anymore. It's fucking ruining my mental health and is causing me to flame the shit out of people because it's literally so damn consistent. It's like I'm purposely trying to give myself a damn headache just by logging into League. I can't do it anymore, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm just so toxic to the point where you have to permanently ban me 20 times now due to me not being able to mentally withstand a dreadful game because my teammates are so oblivious. I honestly am, I don't act like this in person at all, or in any other game in general, this game just puts me on the edge so damn much. It's like a tick I can't fucking get rid of. Once it starts, I just go off. I don't stop, it's like I black out. I'm sorry to all those I've told to kill themselves and what not, I don't actually mean it. I'm not an awful person, the game just drives me mad, and the people's attitude in it as well. I'm officially done with League, and I'm glad. This isn't a pleading post, I'm happy I've been banned for the 20th time. Not something I'm proud of obviously, I'm just looking at it as a restart in my life.

11 Comments

Siegfriedx17/6/2017, 1:56:11 AM5 votes

League is not the problem. Address your displaced anger with the help of a therapist.

NLGG3R BEATER7/5/2017, 10:44:11 PM3 votes

The thing is, I'm willing to believe 90% of bans ever issued regarding player behaviour have to do with players tilting/counter-trolling in games rather than them being jerks by nature. If you go on a 3 or more losing streak cause of legitimately autistic players or trolls/flamers you're likely to lash out risking a potential punishment. If you take a couple days break from league just to yet experience the same result it won't make it any better.

The mute option partially solves the issue but only when it comes to getting flamed/counter flaming; the ultimate solution would be anger management/ self control but if you're a hardcore gamer like myself who exclusively cares about competing you're bound to eventually lashing out at some point and it's clear Riot shows 0 tolerance to such behavior.

awholepie7/6/2017, 1:41:50 AM1 votes

eh, League isn't a whole lot. Its not a big lost. someday ill get permabanned, and until then ill keep playing games within the game.

Hexs Fortune7/6/2017, 2:21:48 AM1 votes

Play an engrossing, critically acclaimed single player game, like Witcher 3. No more stress, let the good times roll

Hawckey7/6/2017, 4:34:08 AM1 votes

I feel you. When you take 10 minutes to load up what will likely be one of your only games of the day to have jackasses die 6 times in 10 minutes, after you've tried your hardest to play safe and just farm, it boils your fuckin blood. I'm very close to uninstalling this piece of shit.

Btw to all you ppl who think I'm just salty about losing, stomping another team 27/4 is just as boring and a waste of time. People need to learn to stop fuckin feeding so hard to make games enjoyable

Mecha MaIphite7/6/2017, 1:45:18 AM1 votes

I get where you're coming from. I usually don't flame, but some days are so fucking bad I just don't understand why I play this game. I'll do some other shit like go outside and actually feel content for once, and then after a day or two I come back and it just spirals back down again.

Squidwards House7/6/2017, 1:17:22 AM1 votes

i tend to rage at some games but i never understood why ppl get so fucking mad in LoL. yea trolls are aholes but still hm.