This isn't fun.
I just recently began playing this game, and I love the mechanics of it. The laning phase, the skirmishes, the eccentric teamfights, all of it. The game polished and feels good. But, this is a game that I've found out to be rooted in toxicity. This game is purely competitive, and toxicity and anger is an expected doom of competitive gaming. I try to play this game for fun, but when I do something wrong I am berated by my teammates, and this brings on a a serious depression in me. I used to be bullied all of my childhood, and stuff like this only brings back painful memories. Soon I grew accustomed to making other players feel bad, I would call someone "bad" or question their judgements just because it didn't fit my expectations. This game is a marvel on it's own, but the community makes it a cancer, and for some reason I keep wanting to come back to emotionally disparage myself. This isn't fun.