An unoriginal "i got banned" Thread

Hey everyone. I’m doing one of those unoriginal post about me getting banned. Yea, I know, how original... I know it will be a text wall, sorry about it.

I once got banned for toxic behavior in season 4 or something. At the time, yes. Yes, I was toxic. The toxic teammates, the cocky enemy players slowly turned me into what some may call a “toxic player”. That ban was certainly deserved. When that happened, I decided to seriously reconsider my behavior. I’m someone that get easily triggered by trolls. I’d like to simply ignore them, but I seriously got a hard time doing it. When I got my first account banned. I did take the blame. I deserved it. I started to play with a really different mindset. I completely stopped doing ranked games. I tried to quit the competitive aspect of the game. That helped me to completely stop flaming feeding teammates. When someone seriously fed, the worst I permitted myself to say, on severe feeding cases was: “Cmon friend, I know you can get better than that! With some smiley so they don’t get offended; and did not say a single comment more about it. When a someone fed on my team and got flamed by a teammate, I tried to help him by saying in chat: “guys, cmon, don’t fight. Just focus on the game, we can still win that!”. The problem was that I couldn’t help getting triggered when teammates flamed me, trolled me, blamed me for unfair reasons. I could not help it, no matter how hard I tried. Most of the time, I managed to stay calm the first comments they did. I then tried to calm the game and make the chat a peaceful zone again. But most of the time they kept blaming me and then I couldn’t help but fight, get mad at them, saying stuff one shouldn’t say. That kind of scenario happened from time to time. I tried to use the mute option and the simpler and traditional “/mute all”, but I hate it. To me, muting someone feels like putting my hands over my eyes and saying: “hey, the world is now a rainbow!”. While the toxic player keeps spreading his venom, flaming me and blaming me, saying all he wants in /all and asking everyone to report me or something. So in severe flaming cases, I couldn’t do it, couldn’t mute him/them. I would instead: maybe try to chill the game, maybe defend myself when he flames me in /all, or simply get into a flame war. So I took a temp ban. I got disgusted. I knew what was gonna happen. When I would get unbanned, I would play for a few days. Maybe a few weeks. Then I’d get permabanned for getting tilted by another flamer. And that’s what happened. I won’t go around and describe the games that got to that point, you’ve all seen flame wars and such, you can imagine yourself. Simply put, I feel disgusted to get banned again, a few years later, for the same thing. Yes, I flamed. But those players did too. I couldn’t even report them. I did not have the chance: 1 minute after the game ended, I got threw out of the report I was doing by my ban.

I don’t know what I expect by typing that wall. Maybe to feel somewhat better. Maybe to get tips on how you guys handle trolls. Maybe, I don’t know… But tips like “just mute him” or “ignore him” definitely won’t work. I can’t help it when I get flamed, I gotta answer back. I’m glad Riot added the option to mute ping. I’ve been asking for it since like season 4… Guess my banned account won’t get to use it..

On an ending note, this video is somewhat how I feel after this. I’m not gonna “make a new account, signed: Sincerely, a player who is toxic now” like in the video, but yea. Quite depressed about the ban.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wu4uVh-rUrg

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N.B. Please forgive the low quality of my English, I’m not speaking English natively. PedoSinJewPowerz, Programmer at Logiq.