whenever i get angry from someone being mean to me over this game i start too tear out my eyes with my fingers and it hurts alot and i punch myself and then when i space my thoughts out to the person im getting angry at they say to do it again or too kill yourself why do they want me to hurt and how do i helpmyself to not hurt
Get counselling/therapy. It sounds like you've got something going on underneath it all.
sounds like you need couceling
I mean it sucks, but sadly some people just want to see others suffer. They know it gets to you so that is why they do that. The best way to deal with people like this is to just not give them attention!
Not everyone is able to thrive in every kind of environment, and there's no shame in that. If League causes feelings in you that are this severe, it may be best for you to stop playing. This kind of thing is really above the pay grade of strangers on the Internet, and you should seek counseling.
people are sadistic
If you are inflicting self harm on yourself over a game, then you should stop playing and seek help.
