Just a Rant ( Hopefully someone is listening)

I cant fathom a game where your own team is more of an enemy than the ENEMY! It doesn't make any sense and i don't know what to do to be honest. Every game win or lose someone is abusing someone 100% every game. I mute chats pings and emotes cause no good comes from it. Iron through to gold+ seems to be all the same. I don't know. I'm only silver but as far as my experiences go if you have any mental health issues or insecurities DO NOT PLAY THIS GAME. Riots automated ban system is so inconsistent and 99% of the community don't care cause you have access to make a new account and troll some more cause why not its free. I honestly just don't know anymore i'm thinking its just time to pack it in and let this game go. If it had better support and actually made some change might be worth but sense like S4 when i first played this game it has been the same. Idk am i alone in this thought?