dude same man. I'm one week in. whats worse? I knew damn well those guys were playing on y vulnerabilities. I just shouldnt play league around this time of the year cause i'm way too sensitive (TLDR a friend killed himself, he was my best duo partner and i usually play games to remember him)
But like looking back on the chat logs when i tried to log in, dude I was garbage. I think i threatening their families too? IDK i was so blind with fury. Like fuck them cause they trolled me into all of it but at the same time i cant help them being assholes, I can only do my best to remember the mute functions and like, vent my rage IRL or something. Not in chat or game.
Nice thread man, I wanted to make something like this myself but just kinda felt bad admitting how wrong and gross I was. It's like, i'm gonna work super hard now to get my account to a positive function again. I wish there was something I could do to really show how sorry I am but I suppose playing games and being an overall better player is the best thing we can do.
Raises glass to second chances and trying to make this community better, 1 summoner at a time.