Perma bans

I've played 5 years now from my childwood in this game. I've started playing in 4th grade and wasn't that good. In 6th grade, I met new friends who teached me the game better. I've started as a bronze, noob who doesn't know a thing. I've climbed the devisions quickly as an adc main. Then I switched into a top lane main. Through this time, I've created new friendships. I met over 100 games who is in my age. I met friend who told me about other kids. In this summer vication through July-August, I've rushed on ranked and got from g5 to plat 3. I was so hyped while playing ranked. My gole was to climb up and get to atleast d3. But, after I got into p3 I got alot of hard games. 6 promos from p3 to p2 failed and I fall back to p4. I've lost like 30 games in a row. So I grouped us with my friend and played with him so games. Imagine how tilted and angry I was at my last game. I've played sion top with j4 jg. I've asked for him to gank me nicely and he didn't came once, so I lost my lane. Then, he started flame me for losing my lane. We almost lost the game and he started trolling. So I wrote the word %%% in chat. I know thats not good and I did a big mistake, but you got to understand me. I know what could happen after I wrote this word. So, riot perma banned me for saying this only word. I am begging you riot, please unban my account. I know my mistake. I miss the times that I used to play with my friends. Now im lonely. I've tried to write to riot with tickets. But they repeated the same answer- "You are the only one responsible for your behavior. We will not address someone else's behavior because you the only one that chose to be toxic. If you're toxic as a measure of "revenge" because other players ruined your game, you're not better than them at all." I am not going to give up on my account. Even if your'e going to pass on my tickets.