The amount of rage I have for this game is ridiculous.
I don't know why ranked games get me so angry. Every game it's the same, I do semi-decently but my team just keeps dying over and over again. I'm calm at first but if someone says something to me in chat, I just get so angry. I've tried muting chat and pings but it still doesn't work. All I see is useless bots running it down mid lane.
Last game, I had a a 3 man. They all decided to troll and run it down. The leader, I'm assuming, was a smartass Blitz who never stopped talking shit. Again, I can't handle this anger I have because of this. All of my teammates scores were 0/8-1/8. I get so pissed off because of this and I know I can't win the game even if I make no mistakes.
How can I control my anger when I'm in games? How can I resist tilting in game and afterwards? How do I deal with trolls?
I feel helpless so maybe you guys can help.