Just some thoughts from an old league player
So i am permabanned from league of legends on this account. and really i have no complaints i was toxic... and was going through some hard times in life and had no filter on what i said. im sure everyone can relate to those moments.. and well they came alot more often than they should of due to stressful enviorments on league nad not having the maturity to just mute people and move on... and honestly everyone out there its not worth it to tell that 1 kid off who is feeding lol youre never going to see him again may aswell just mute him and try your best to win. but anyways.. ive played league since i think early season 2. always loved the game its always been a special part of my afternoon and has helped me get through alot of bullcrap in my life. and has honestly helped me mature and learn how to deal with people who arent cooperative. i think alot of people who are banned yes are indeed toxic but they are baited by alot of the community into what they say / do i mean you cant expect teenagers to all have the maturity to just drop it and move on especially when they feel passion for it. i recently read/watched some of tyler1's content and his rise to fame due to unbelievable levels of toxicity and just pure communication problems really makes me ask what people expect from a community where he is an idol.. just like the meta is shaped off the pro-scene i imagine alot is taken from high level players mentality and the way they act. i think riot is truly trying to make a pure community and its awesome.. but i question the execution of it.. i am by no means an intelligent person i just question why it is ok to be perma banned for lashing out when someone is trolling or baiting you passive agressively and in that moment maybe you are tired or maybe strait up drunk and lack the mental ability in that said moment to control what you are typing.. i have felt moments in this game where i feel so infuriated with the situation maybe noit even just player but the situation in general that i can no longer control what i type and right after i type it i feel uneasy about my words. its all just because we care about our game and community and when people are allowed to poison a game and waste that 30 mins before you have to goto work it can be a really attitude killer. really in all i learned alot from this game and i miss it and if i could come back to it you bet i would. Will the internet ever change? will people ever stop having moments where we lash out about something we care about? i dont think so.. we are all human.. i think the main thing is that we just try to be better than the day before. hahaha if you made it here xD thanks for reading :)