I'm confused
So I was 2-week banned 4 months ago for apoligizing for everything I do and agreeing with everyone that makes any kind of negative comment at me. Denying any comment made against me would be "defending myself" and is a punishible offense by Riot's behavioral staffs standards so agreeing with them should be acceptable since I would not be defending myself and it adheres to the summoners code and every other page on Riots website regarding player behavior.
Fast forward 4 months, I've been trying to make sense as to how my behavior was against any of the rules and regulations that Riot provided to express what they want players to behave like. I log on to LoL, and I'm REFORMED. I'm getting loot now and nothing has changed in my behavior in those 4 months I've been playing and talking to Riot. I'm still apoligizing for everything I do, I'm still agreeing that I'm crap at this game and every other nasty comment players like to say about me, and I'm being rewarded for it? Why is the behavior I was banned for now a rewardable thing?
Could someone please help me make sense out of this? Riot's behavioral specialists stopped trying to answer this for me the moment I told them that their system declared me reformed.