Perm banned which I personally don't think I deserved..
I'm sure you've all read this kind of thing before but I need to speak my mind. Sure I deserved the previous punishments trust me I won't deny that. But I did change the way I spoke. I stopped calling people names. I stopped being offensive directly. I never trolled or AFK'd during matches. I get easily frusturated because I play ranked a lot and trying to climb as per usual.
So I'm asking for realistic comments here. No need for hate or trying to be an ass towards me I just want to know If I truely deserved the last tier of punishment after trying my best to refrain and be a lot more mutual than I ever was. Take note I am not the type of player to ever say 'drink bleach, kill yourself' even though I've had people say that to me and nothing ever got done to them. (I checked op.gg etc to see if they could still play days later and yep..they could)
Anyway moral of the story, here's how it went down. I got camped hard. I was okay with it at first and just being cheeky over it towards my laner (as you will see in the chat I'll post) I never called names or anything. Mind you the other team was toxic too. I started getting frusturated because everyone on my team ignored me and never tried helping especially the jungler (yes I know it's their choice). You'll see I mentioned requesting for a gank. Within the game I can see I'm getting ignored by him and everyone else which drives me to be more frusturated. And of course I end up feeding (not on purpose) because I'm dying all over the place and I can't play my best when I'm annoyed. So I wasn't deliberately going in or anything. Tried 1v1 and just kept dying and whatever.
So now we have 3 people within my team going off at me saying 'Shut the fuck up' 'You're garbage'. Especially one specifically player was extremely toxic towards me. And of course I reported them too and nothing happened ha. Here I am on the edge of a perm ban even though I've been less talkative and not even near toxic or anything EXCEPT for this ONE game where I'm evidently frusturated. Bare in mind on the reform card this is the only game I got judged upon and am permanently banned because of it. Mind you I'm really annoyed because I've spent a lot of money on this game. Yeah addicted and love it but I'm too competitive and have my personal issues which lead me to behave toxic even though I've improved dramatically. And yes I spent thousands in USD. Anyway here's the chat:
Game 1 Me: sec Me: main yorick Me: o forget it zed Me: we'll have fun once we turn lvl 6 dw Me: lmaooo Me: good news Me: thiis jayce sucks (was speaking to my team about my opponent. just meant I was doing fine in lane 1v1 before the persistent ganks. I was not saying he sucks directly to him in all chat) Me: i mean im fine with him Me: but he aint good in gen Me: fun fact.. an op champ jayce needs babysitting (started getting ganked again and again) Me: bruh Me: i will 2 shot eve later Me: i dnt even care lol Me: shame i was typing Me: hey jayce lets 1v1 without your babysitter Me: im camped btw Me: but dw Me: hey lee Me: wanna gank? Me: i said im camped dude Me: ite camp more important Me: np Me: ty for the help man Me: jayce has had help all game Me: mate idc Me: babysitting 24/7 Me: while ur mid and bot is gone Me: gg Me: cant 1v1 now eve got you ahead Me: yes i fed by getting camped Me: sucks dont it Me: ..2? Me: lmaoo Me: i got ganked 5 actually Me: 3..? Me: obviously u wernt paying attention
(this is the part where our mid laner is being toxic as hell and trying to call me garbage etc)
Me: ah Me: kk Me: let me look u up Me: i hope you're good Me: to tlak shit like that Me: damn zed Me: nice geeds in some games Me: feeds Me: yea awkward Me: dont call anyone garbage Me: at all Me: dont lol Me: call anyone garbage Me: your scores Me: uno what cutie Me: you enjoy this game Me: the loss too Me: im just waiting Me: so can report for toxic
(when I said I'm waiting I wasn't afk or anything I was just in lane doing my own thing)
Me: report for 1v1 Me: too garbage sorry (meaning myself) Me: ask zed Me: lol you were toxic Me: this is actually a good build (zed trying to tell me my build is garbage - which it wasn't at all lol) Me: look me up Me: and look at my scores Me: right now Me: actually im not at all LOL Me: for what? Me: trying? Me: thats right i did Me: 2? Me: lmao Me: i got ganked Me: several times Me: then zed wants to be toxic? Me: why should i bother? Me: why do we have similiar scores then in matches Me: if im bad Me: do tell Me: why do u have bad games zed Me: and if anyone will get banned Me: its you lol Me: that toxic talk Me: i will lol Me: apparantly im not allowed to ask for a gank Me: report me for asking for a gank while eve wouldnt leave top Me: plz do Me: it would get hard for u too if eve camped bot :( (the support talking in all chat trying to talk me down saying my feelings are hurt and basically trying to make fun of me) Me: i would bother if zed wasnt talking smack Me: so you can thank that cutie Me: scroll up Me: nah Me: just dont care Me: to help toxic ass people (<--- is that the toxic part?! seriously? stating a fact because they were toxic as hell and i guess i can't say ass) Me: if anyone is moaning Me: its you Me: yes you are lee Me: braindead for being camped (zed was constantly calling me braindead and saying i need mental help) Me: braingdead for asking for a gank Me: report me for asking for gank
I apologize for the brackets. Just trying to make it more clear as to what was going on and why I said specifics. I was not calling anyone brain dead btw. I was being called that. Basically quoting them.
The message also says (click link below) that I was extremely inflammatory and offensive within that chat. http://imgur.com/a/ovBjD
So do I deserve a permanent ban for that?
