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Got a 14day ban read somewhere that after that is permabanned. I got really scared cause I've invested so much time and effort and money into this game man I couldn't get perma banned I tried my very best to be kind I really did. I even dropped from g3 to g5 in a day and stayed fairly positive then I got a million and one games with intenters and just reallt bad players and I became kinda tilted but I was still going strong cause I wanted to reach plat and then quit for a while cause school. My 14 day ban ended on the 29th of december and from then to now I probably played over 100 games really huge number of games in that space of time grinding to plat as best as I can. I have never seen anyone get unbanned for toxicity but I'm still gonna try anyways. The first game I got reported in I ganked the gp early on and lee came or something like that and we both died and I got pissed cause he wanted to blame me and he said he had a wave at his tower and that is was more worth than getting a kill and a lead on his opponent and we went back and forth for like one min then the nas started bming and gp wrote that nas is tilting me in all chat and me and nas started going back and forth not toxic but he was just being a troll and bming. Later on we had no mortal reminder so nas kept healing and even though we had a kill lead he basically carried their team and we lost that was tilting cause it was a free win and we were so ahead but gp was toxic and didn't listen aswell as jhin not listening to me and telling me I'm bad although he got the mortal reminder it was too late at that point.

In game 2 Lux wanted blue but I just stole Shaco's red early on and was going for it again but needed to get blue to get 6 but she comes and tries to steal it anyways although she throw a w I knew she would throw an e or rather not take the chance I then go for shaco's red and I get it but he had it warded and due to me not having smite from having to make sure lux didnt steal I took to long to take it and got killed and she said that was my fault but it was her fault cause i had r and ghost as master yi, I was gonna get out. I come top to gank poppy and zac warded river so I stood by the wall next to tri bush waiting for he to bait him he goes in but she was too low and suicided and then I go in but it's too late and she dies then begins to flame me telling me I took the long way but it wasn't my fault and that whole play was really tilting. later on I'm making pics and I outplay the Zac and we're coming back hard and my team is on my back and we're doing well but poppy and lux flaming each other and sivir hopping in somewhere inbetween the whole team was toxic inclusive of myself but I muted and tried not to say anything cause I feared perma ban so much but even then I needed to make sure my adc got executioners into mortal reminder this game or we would have lost and tilted from the losing the game with the nas cause of no mortal reminder I made sure to make her get it even if it came across as toxic. Long story short their heals were useless and we won the teamfight at elder then won the game sivir said she reported me and lux and poppy but she was also toxic. It's like I was surrounded that game and I was already on 'tilt' but I'm still wrong for speaking I understand that. But with that win I knew what i needed to do to get through the elo I was playing with.

In the last game I was lagging pretty hard randomly and all lanes lost. I came top and mundo watched me die to singed and that was pretty bad then ahri was feeding non stop mid and bot also lost. So I'm like I am lagging and all lanes lost so just open mid and bot lane agreed they also said open mid the taliyah was trash talking and mundo and ahri said they woouldn't so basically the rest of the game was us 3 trying to get them to end cause a comeback wasn't happening at that point. Then he said I gave up too easy but the truth is I'm usually the shotcaller and the one who makes plays makes picks and takes control of the team and fights until the end but this time I was lagging and more than half the team didn't want to play anymore so why not give in. In the end someone way saying something I forgot I think they were like they lose 20lp or something but I lose 15-18 and said they were s2.

In conclusion yes I was toxic in these 3 games but the amount of games I played(over 100) shows that the amount of games where I was extremely toxic or even came off as negative enough to be reported was very miniscule at let's say 3%. The messed up thing about it is if you even aren't toxic once someone reports you it could trigger a ban which is really stupid like for my 14 day ban I wasn't toxic anytime recently then a duo told them in all chat to report me cause I built tears cause the game was pretty much over not intenting or anything they have almost all our inhibs at our inhib turrets I sell my items think I had jungle item and bork ( was playign shyvana) and bought tears then they dived us and died but had all our inhibs so they ended on the next push but my team stilled blamed me for buying tear calling me a troll ( I guess it was but the game was done and the only reason they died is cause they were messing around if I had my reg items they just woulda straight up ended)then they say report me I get reported and bam banned. This time we had a j4 support and he was ok bot even got first blood and rene was doing well but then we go mid for a kill on lux and lee flashes and ws and then rene and ori die so it's pretty bad for us. Ori rages me telling me to gank so I mute her cause I realised I've been edging recently and I really didn't want to get banned then Lee keeps ganking top so rene lost his lead he was 3/1 and if I went top I woulda gotten counter ganked and we both woulda died. Then the j4 kept bringing up the fact that it's 10 mins in and I haven't made any ganks I was 0/0/0 so I made plays on the bot side and we got picks. But Darius was getting stronger and stronger and like my other past games we needed an executioners so I pleaded with the adc but he wouldnt listen. ori was muted but apparently she was still going back and forth with the j4 so I unmute her to see what the problem was and j4 basically called the team cowards well rene and ori because they refused to go in on easy fights where we could have won and I agreed. We we're really behind and I was still making plays stole baron and even stole dragon but again the absence of mortal reminder really crushed us in the end and we lost. J4 said he reported all of us and I was salty cause apprently ez got autofilled and he mains support thats why he didnt go the proper build and idk why but he didnt listen. Anyways I'm really edging off my seat cause in the past 20 games I got reported quite a lot in my opinion and ik how messed up the system is ban wise so I was going to make a conscious effort to be as positive as I can in the other games cause I needed to be and I needed to get off this tilt train in champ select I greet everyone but it didnt send and then i see they all have left the room and then I felt a cold shiver cause that doesn't happen and it could only mean one thing but it's like I knew I last game I got reported but did it matter and then I get perma bannned. I mean I was toxic yes but it was so miniscule but I know there is a 0 tolerance policy and I understand that but it you check my account you would see an improvement in behaviour I was really making a conscious effort and my games reflected that(WHen i got off ban I was winning more games and even went on a 10 game win streak with my duo) so I choose to post here because the support system takes forever to reply with a rioter instead of a mod and I really want to get my account unbanned although I know it probably won't happen because I haven't seen anyone else get unbanned but I'm still going to try. Been playing this game on and off since 2012 I have like 70 skins even sgu and exclusives and things from the first strike package really a lot of time and effort invested and I really don't wanna go out like this all I'm asking for is another chance because I was reforming I don't mind even getting another 14 day ban but please literally begging just to give me another chance.

Inb4 I get comments saying I deserved it and it was warranted and probably all of the other people who got banned asked for a chance and din't get it so what makes me different. I know this but I still wanna try because I was reforming and won't give up until I'm sure I will never get my account back.

Edit 1:These were 3 of my worse games out of the one hundred plus I've played and these games aren't nearly toxic enough for a permaban. If I hadn't been reformed I would have been banned way earlier these are some of the worse out of my last 100 games and if it got me banned it must have had me being toxic in it so ofc these three games won't show me being reformed but others will hence why I wasn't banned right away. Got a 14day ban read somewhere that after that is permabanned. I got really scared cause I've invested so much time and effort and money into this game man I couldn't get perma banned I tried my very best to be kind I really did. I even dropped from g3 to g5 in a day and stayed fairly positive then I got a million and one games with intenters and just reallt bad players and I became kinda tilted but I was still going strong cause I wanted to reach plat and then quit for a while cause school. My 14 day ban ended on the 29th of december and from then to now I probably played over 100 games really huge number of games in that space of time grinding to plat as best as I can. I have never seen anyone get unbanned for toxicity but I'm still gonna try anyways. The first game I got reported in I ganked the gp early on and lee came or something like that and we both died and I got pissed cause he wanted to blame me and he said he had a wave at his tower and that is was more worth than getting a kill and a lead on his opponent and we went back and forth for like one min then the nas started bming and gp wrote that nas is tilting me in all chat and me and nas started going back and forth not toxic but he was just being a troll and bming. Later on we had no mortal reminder so nas kept healing and even though we had a kill lead he basically carried their team and we lost that was tilting cause it was a free win and we were so ahead but gp was toxic and didn't listen aswell as jhin not listening to me and telling me I'm bad although he got the mortal reminder it was too late at that point.

In game 2 Lux wanted blue but I just stole Shaco's red early on and was going for it again but needed to get blue to get 6 but she comes and tries to steal it anyways although she throw a w I knew she would throw an e or rather not take the chance I then go for shaco's red and I get it but he had it warded and due to me not having smite from having to make sure lux didnt steal I took to long to take it and got killed and she said that was my fault but it was her fault cause i had r and ghost as master yi, I was gonna get out. I come top to gank poppy and zac warded river so I stood by the wall next to tri bush waiting for he to bait him he goes in but she was too low and suicided and then I go in but it's too late and she dies then begins to flame me telling me I took the long way but it wasn't my fault and that whole play was really tilting. later on I'm making pics and I outplay the Zac and we're coming back hard and my team is on my back and we're doing well but poppy and lux flaming each other and sivir hopping in somewhere inbetween the whole team was toxic inclusive of myself but I muted and tried not to say anything cause I feared perma ban so much but even then I needed to make sure my adc got executioners into mortal reminder this game or we would have lost and tilted from the losing the game with the nas cause of no mortal reminder I made sure to make her get it even if it came across as toxic. Long story short their heals were useless and we won the teamfight at elder then won the game sivir said she reported me and lux and poppy but she was also toxic. It's like I was surrounded that game and I was already on 'tilt' but I'm still wrong for speaking I understand that. But with that win I knew what i needed to do to get through the elo I was playing with.

In the last game I was lagging pretty hard randomly and all lanes lost. I came top and mundo watched me die to singed and that was pretty bad then ahri was feeding non stop mid and bot also lost. So I'm like I am lagging and all lanes lost so just open mid and bot lane agreed they also said open mid the taliyah was trash talking and mundo and ahri said they woouldn't so basically the rest of the game was us 3 trying to get them to end cause a comeback wasn't happening at that point. Then he said I gave up too easy but the truth is I'm usually the shotcaller and the one who makes plays makes picks and takes control of the team and fights until the end but this time I was lagging and more than half the team didn't want to play anymore so why not give in. In the end someone way saying something I forgot I think they were like they lose 20lp or something but I lose 15-18 and said they were s2.

In conclusion yes I was toxic in these 3 games but the amount of games I played(over 100) shows that the amount of games where I was extremely toxic or even came off as negative enough to be reported was very miniscule at let's say 3%. The messed up thing about it is if you even aren't toxic once someone reports you it could trigger a ban which is really stupid like for my 14 day ban I wasn't toxic anytime recently then a duo told them in all chat to report me cause I built tears cause the game was pretty much over not intenting or anything they have almost all our inhibs at our inhib turrets I sell my items think I had jungle item and bork ( was playign shyvana) and bought tears then they dived us and died but had all our inhibs so they ended on the next push but my team stilled blamed me for buying tear calling me a troll ( I guess it was but the game was done and the only reason they died is cause they were messing around if I had my reg items they just woulda straight up ended)then they say report me I get reported and bam banned. This time we had a j4 support and he was ok bot even got first blood and rene was doing well but then we go mid for a kill on lux and lee flashes and ws and then rene and ori die so it's pretty bad for us. Ori rages me telling me to gank so I mute her cause I realised I've been edging recently and I really didn't want to get banned then Lee keeps ganking top so rene lost his lead he was 3/1 and if I went top I woulda gotten counter ganked and we both woulda died. Then the j4 kept bringing up the fact that it's 10 mins in and I haven't made any ganks I was 0/0/0 so I made plays on the bot side and we got picks. But Darius was getting stronger and stronger and like my other past games we needed an executioners so I pleaded with the adc but he wouldnt listen. ori was muted but apparently she was still going back and forth with the j4 so I unmute her to see what the problem was and j4 basically called the team cowards well rene and ori because they refused to go in on easy fights where we could have won and I agreed. We we're really behind and I was still making plays stole baron and even stole dragon but again the absence of mortal reminder really crushed us in the end and we lost. J4 said he reported all of us and I was salty cause apprently ez got autofilled and he mains support thats why he didnt go the proper build and idk why but he didnt listen. Anyways I'm really edging off my seat cause in the past 20 games I got reported quite a lot in my opinion and ik how messed up the system is ban wise so I was going to make a conscious effort to be as positive as I can in the other games cause I needed to be and I needed to get off this tilt train in champ select I greet everyone but it didnt send and then i see they all have left the room and then I felt a cold shiver cause that doesn't happen and it could only mean one thing but it's like I knew I last game I got reported but did it matter and then I get perma bannned. I mean I was toxic yes but it was so miniscule but I know there is a 0 tolerance policy and I understand that but it you check my account you would see an improvement in behaviour I was really making a conscious effort and my games reflected that(WHen i got off ban I was winning more games and even went on a 10 game win streak with my duo) so I choose to post here because the support system takes forever to reply with a rioter instead of a mod and I really want to get my account unbanned although I know it probably won't happen because I haven't seen anyone else get unbanned but I'm still going to try. Been playing this game on and off since 2012 I have like 70 skins even sgu and exclusives and things from the first strike package really a lot of time and effort invested and I really don't wanna go out like this all I'm asking for is another chance because I was reforming I don't mind even getting another 14 day ban but please literally begging just to give me another chance.

Inb4 I get comments saying I deserved it and it was warranted and probably all of the other people who got banned asked for a chance and din't get it so what makes me different. I know this but I still wanna try because I was reforming and won't give up until I'm sure I will never get my account back.

Edit 1:These were 3 of my worse games out of the one hundred plus I've played and these games aren't nearly toxic enough for a permaban. If I hadn't been reformed I would have been banned way earlier these are some of the worse out of my last 100 games and if it got me banned it must have had me being toxic in it so ofc these three games won't show me being reformed but others will hence why I wasn't banned right away.