Crash occurred.

Now when a crash occurs and someone goes afk and we lose a game, I do get mad. But there are lines I do not cross. Today I played a game and won and q'd up for another. My game started glitching out and froze a couple times, then completely and utterly black screened. There was nothing I could do. I shut down my pc, but for some reason with he new windows 10 update it took eons. I was mad, and I knew my team would be mad. But I still tried to come back. I did come back, and we still lost, and it was 100% my fault. The common response is, get a better pc. But my pc is top of the line. I have the best graphics card, the highest speed Internet, and a really good motherboard, ect ect. Now when I have an afk I don't know why they're afk. I do get mad, and we all have a right to express it to some degree. But being told to kill myself, that I should get an instapermaban and many other things like that after apologizing and coming back to try to win. That, that is going too far. I was totally okay with getting vented at, I even told him to report me for being afk because I deserve to be tracked in the system for leaving the game, involuntarily or not. And yet he was not satisfied with that. He had to keep going, keep telling me to kill myself over a possible hardware problem or maybe even this dumb windows 10 creator's engine thing. I will take measures to make sure I do not ruin another game. I will play co op vs ai many times to make sure the issue is resolved. That is all I can do. I apologize for me not being there. I do not think I don't deserve to be yelled at or reported. I just want to ask that we keep our humanity in check, especially when the person comes back as soon as he can.