I'm toxic, and I'm sorry for it.

This will be my first post on the League of Legends boards ever.

I've been playing league for about 4 years, and by this amount of time playing the game you'd think im used to people making mistakes. I'm not used to it. For the past week I've been losing games because of inherently bad teammates, whether it be trolling or griefing. Though today, I broke. Losing game after game until I ran into a griefing bard that ulted the enemy twitch under turret and denied me cs when I needed it most, not to mention a yorick whose only tti not back was that the other team has two junglers, also having my lane camped by one of the two, Elise. I was very toxic during this game, and those will not be the first instance of it. I've been suspended multiple times due to toxicity but I never learned despite wanting to very dearly. I love league and the way I can play however I wish, and I wholeheartedly apologize to everyone I may have offended or became infuriated with.

If I am not permanently banned then I will try my hardest ever to detoxify myself, starting by muting both teams messages and just generally chilling when someone makes a mistake because we're only human. Again, I'm sorry..