Life, Emotion, feelings, Money and most of all joy

Greetings Summoners.

It is i the one and only going through a depression over the past month, as my actions on the summoners rift has been somewhat toxic. It has come to the comclusion that i was banned recently. A joke and a half on my point of view, Memories spent, Money Spent, Note i only have had this one account SINCE SEASON 1/2 Beginning of season 2 in 2011 AND ONLY TO BE GREETED WITH A PERMA BAN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BOY BOY. It doesn't take much apperently. A few People whom assume you to be toxic and bam a ban after suspension. Note as a vet player the urgency of playing with the most beautiful people in the oceanic region to the most toxic feeding arseholes is a crime to humanitys soul. I am currently debating with my higher up summoners on their thoughts towards my ban and as i said i have played with straight up losers that purposly int and get away with it like nothing, i call someone back on theiir saltly mistakes and crimes and i am punished. A VET PLAYER BTW> WHOM SPRED THIS GAME THROUGHOUT EACH YEAR IN HIGHSCHOOL GIVIING THE PLAYER BASE AN EXTRA LOVE OF 30+ PLAYERS MAYBE MORE THAT WAS in 2012 MY FEELINGS FOR THIS GAME HAVE PLUMETED TO THE DEPTHS OF THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN AND I STARE UP LOOKING FOR THE RIOT HAND TO LEND ME ITS STRENGTH TO BE A REFORMED PLAYER IN THE RIFT GRANTED ME MY ACCOUNT BACK AFTER MHM IDK 6 YEARS 2k+ NORMALS 1k+ RANKED GAMES AND OF LATE I ONLY PLAYED RANKED> DEEP BRETATH YES> UNDERSTAND I AM STILL IN DEEP SORROWS FOR MY ACTIONS BUT HOW CAN SOMEONE OF MY STATUS BE PERMA BANNED AFTER 6 YEARS OF LOVE FOR THIS GAME IF THE ONLY NOTICE OF WARNING I RECIEVE IS AFTER A GAME HOW ABOUT SOME BETTER COMMUNICATIONS BETWEEN PLAYERS AND STAFFF. IN GENERAL. NOT ALL PLAYERS VISIT THIS BOARD HOME AND SIT AND DESCRIBE THERE SCENARIOS WHERE IS THE AID FOR THOSE IN NEED INSTEAD OF JUST SPAMMING US OFF LIKE WE ARE NOTHING? DO YOU WANT US TO SPREAD THE WORD THAT MAN AFTER 6 YEARS AND HUNDREDS SPENT ON THIS GAME U CAN B BANNED AND NO REFUNDS NO ACCOUNT ACTIVITY EMAILED TO YOUR ACOUNT OF YOUR PAST PROGRESS IS SAVED? NO DEDICATED MEDALS NO EXEPTIONS MADE>

HOW ABOUT YOU THROW THOSE WHO SPENT THERE TIME PLAYING THIS GAME TO ESCAPE AND ENJOY THE RIFT TO PLAY RANK AND SOMEDAY MAKE IT BIG. A SECOND CHANCE< HOW ABUOT A MONTH BAN OR LONGER, WHAT IS THIS STRAIGHT UP PERMA BAN AFTER 6 YEARS I AM GETTING BANNED. SO YOU DECIDE RIOT. HELP A FELLOW TOXIC/TOXIC AIDER/ HELPER TO THOSE IN NEED/ FELLOW PERSON WHO ATTENDED RIOT EVENTS HERE IN SYDNEY AND SHARED HIS KNOWLEDGE TO NEWBIES AT THE NET CAFE A HAND!!!!!!!

PLEASE. I only as for a second chance out there. They say you can't get unbanned but i think that;s not true someone that has a clean record of 6 years up until late when i hit a deep depression is not affected by this tremendously like a bullet to the back, a knife in my knee walking the streets looking down wondering why riot has done me sly. ME PLEASE [slayer-pantheon-thumbs]

I have done alot for the community in this game and i only ask that people change after mistakes are learned and that is lifes lesson, execpt in my situation i fully understand and wish to be reformed and recommited to the league nation of oce, please sit down and think LOOK AT MY HOURS VIEW MY VIDEOS ON YOUTUIBE I HAVE SHARED ALOT OF KNOWLEDGE PLEASE RIOT. DONT MAKE ME LEAVE THIS PLATFORM AND PLAY FORT-NITE -__- I WONT CHANGE TO THAT BUT I REFUSE TO LEAVE MY ACCOUNT CHANGE MY NAME TO NOTOXICSAM I WILL BE JUST HAPPY TO HAVE MY ACCOUNT PLAYABLE AGAIN> ONE DAY AND I CANT EVEN LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR. 6 YEARS oNE ACCOUNT {{cha mpion:6}} REVIVE MY SPIRIT I KNOW THE PAIN NOW I WANT TO KNOW THE WAY TO CONTINUE AGAIN REVIVE ME.