Apology to the community
Hey all, Listen, the past few days I was in a pretty dark place mentally, and I took my angst out on people in matches. I contribute my own part to the whole, and since my little splash of hatred may have reached you and impacted your later match, I want to say how I remorse over growing such an arse-i-tude. I just had a great day at work, working out in a huge ginseng field, so I'm back to my actual self. And, I'm inspired through my own salty mistake. Next time I see you, whoever you are, having a bad day, I'm not gonna hold a grudge or anything negative like that. I just experienced how evil of a temptation trolling is - how quickly good intentions can turn on a dime and become dark intent to spoil others' joy. For me, it didn't even really have to do with League at all - I just was having some poor mental days, and I let myself be consumed by the misery and hatred. I deserve a punishment here actually, but I sense that it may not come to me, so I'll just endeavour here not to let it happen again and move on. And well, I feel that I have a better understanding of myself and how life goes now. So, from me at least, no disrespect if you come into a few salty moments yourself. I know now, from experience, that a few instances of meanness don't necessarily reflect the true nature of the person, but could just be a temporary effect of whatever rough patch they're experiencing in life. Best wishes for you to remember what used to give you joy when you hopped into the rift, so you can reach that experience again.